hmmm been feeling very down lately.. had no intention to meet anyone in Koyak... haa...other than yan yan ba... i can even make my way to dance alone... guess i can zi high like yan yan too... trying to figure out how to face a long time buddy... dun wanna make things worst guess i escaping ... even up to the point that i dun wanna talk abt matter regarding friendship ... just wanna have a little time on my own.. maybe this happen when u are really hurt ba.. maybe i dun spend any effort inside any friendship ba.. but to me, i will be there if you need me.. i admit that i wun spend the extra effort organising outings, making the little phone call.. simply because i not this kind of person... maybe friendship is too vulnerable to withstand any cuo zhe le...
sadded... coz long time never had a good talk with didi le... tink he given up hope on me le... wanna say all the while i tot that good buddy will understand why u do thing in a certain way... but this is not the case, maybe its time i put myself into their shoe... hoping that one day will reconcil the frenship with didi~~
haha looking forward to the upcoming Amazing race... wonder how will it be like... wanna do some jogging and do my best in it.. coz never really try hard for anything ba...
today went for jazz lesson... love the dance.. so cool... so ger!! wanna hao hao learn jazz for the remaining lesson... hope i can faster xiang tong soon... =p
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