acting mature

Having attitude problem these few weeks.. Let me see, in just a week, I pang sei le 3 people and up to 5 times.. I was thrown with comments like "please stop making empty promises" and "you zai chu stun".. Its time I wake up my idea le..I been acting as if the whole world is oweing me money.. No more kite flying le and no more promises make le... Guess the best way is to stop asking people out le..

Earlier on, visited Amy Sol they all.. Still couldn't bring myself to have a proper chat with crystal lee... my du liang not that big afterall.. She not that type of friends that I want to mix around.. I am not that little girl who used to think that there is no bad guys in this world and that everyone is shan liang.. been trying to forget all the little incidents that makes me dislike the person, but once the wound is there, isit really possible to cover it with plaster and let it heal? or more importantly treat it that nothing had happen... or this is what people normally known as 'ji chou'

Acting as a deliver girl today, delivered Yee Kee duck rice to ALS, and roasted duck rice to Dear dear's house. Hmm the roasted duck rice was frequent by Energy!! As usual, I was late.. and I end up had to pang sei YY Tan...Begin to wonder how Dear dear can tolerate my lateness for the past 2 years (trying to change but can a leapard change its spot? we shall see) Dun meant to be angry, but end up flaring temper at him earlier on when it not even his fault...

I really am a lousy friend ... Like what Gladys had said, will put in more effort into every friendship that I had... wanna say I still firmly believe that friendship is not determined by education, money or anything else that one can make used of... though action speaks louder than words, still feel that by telling someone 'Jia you", it indicates that at least i support the person in what he is doing, and with support he can put the best forward.. so as long as I jian chi my own belief, wo jiu shi wo .. dui ba..

No more portraying myself as klxx le... must learn from sokky.. since now i know what i want le jiu just put my best foot forward.. no regrets n no turning back le..