H.o.L.I.d.AY moood

oh no i still in the holiday mood... feel like nua-in at home and doing nothing.. omg~~

Been out for almost a whole week, playing and slacking and gambling... mahjong mahjong and more mahjong =_-"" but well been trying hard to control it.. now not so gian of mahjong le.. Have so much fun at mr yuan jie house.. hmm not yan house... oh yar mr yuan jie is a shuai ge lol...heh heh "sold" him a can of green tea for 38 bucks~~ ex right!! will return him 2 cartons one day when i earn the money.. its a promise k... can't wait to go to your house again on new year.. His house is damn cool man, with secret compartments in his room.And surprisingly, guys do have a lot of clothes too.. heh heh i sound like gossiping..End of the day the advise i received is NOT to find a bf in the company if not all my life will be of company matter den i will be NO life le.. according to him, after achieving the 5Cs other dreams will be like not so far off le.. heh heh

Read something on " The secret" on letting go of the past. If you keep hanging on to the past, the problem of the past will resurface, so its better to think of what kind of future you will like to have. Just like if you are afraid of break up, break up will happen. Its law of attraction!! And undeniably we are using it every moment, when we are thinking, its working.. lol

hopefully everyone is having a great christmas and a happy coming new year...

Christmas

Thanks GLA for the xmas pressie.. it do brings bac memory.. longs for the carefree days where all we do is just sit at the beach, watching the sea. hmm i will fork out more time in our frenship de =) and yes, i love the blue flower ear ring.. its really a very sweet christmas gift =)

This is from maggie... Thanks for all the advises u given me along the way.. when i grow up, i luv receiving cards more than pressie.. guess its more meaningful =)

Lastly, this pack of mentos, 9 piece tutti frutti.. is by xiao xian~~ long time no see le..

haha the funny thing is we celebrated advanced christmas on dong zhi where we are suppose to eat dang yuan... just love gathering !! think i too long any join le ...

blogs

some thoughts race thru my mind when im reading my frens blogs.

why do ppl read blog....
isit because they have nothing better to do?
or just purely because other ppl's blog is interesting?
or simply to know what is going on around ur frens..

i guess its a lill of all the above. wah haha.. anyway as time goes blog reading becomes a habit, getting to know ur frens better and without getting lost in ur own world..

命中注定我爱你

been watching too much drama.. love is in the air...feel like falling in love wah haha.... just kidding but the show is really sweet.. should go and watch it..

if u really put in the heart to understand a person, you can really know the person well.. the same goes to how much you wanna change yourself.. put in your heart and im sure you can do it..

memories

Looking back 2008 is coming to an end soon. Everything flows so fats this year. Time waits for no one, and its up to u to determine who you want to be. I can feel your concern and im happy to receive it. Thanks a million and hopefully 2009 will be a great year for all.

Closer by Inoue Joe

A song from NARUTO SHIPPUDEN

Translation of the lyrics

You gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

Explain to me this happiness
That you just got to experience
Or maybe you are so blessed
That you can’t even remember
That you stand here now
That you live and breathe

They are just all little miracles
Just by themselves

You gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

And I’ll never take it for granted
It’s fine to say, “Never give up”
And keep “Chasing your dreams”

But the more time you spend talking big
The less you get done

I’ll press that handful of courage against my heart
And with its help, survive another day
And I’ll never take it for granted

Let’s go

Have you ever make promises that you never fulfil?

Have you ever say stuffs that you wish you never say?

Looking back, my answer is YES to the above questions. Till today, i still have my regrets.

Very often, we say stuffs without much thoughts. Promises too, are make on impulse especially in a relationship.

The tone, the way you phase your words, can impact a person mood drastically. You can make a person day or dampen his day just by a SMS. Words may seem small to you but it may means the world to the party listening. Without realising, you may hurt someone instead. Be wary and responsible of every word that you speak, it reflects on you! Often saying sorry won't change anything. The clock won't tick backwards.

i learn. not to make promises that i can't keep.

i try. not to be stubborn with my own thinking.

i wish. i have no more regrets in life.

i will. be responsible to my life and everything that i say.

live life to the fullest.

My weekend.

My make-over photo. Think she trimmed my eye brow too.

Attended a make up seminar by sean douglas on sunday. Wow. Its the first time i have my make up done by professionals and in front of a group of people. Feeling so shy -_-"" wah haha but im so pleased with the results. At the same time honoured too. Sean douglas is a very high profile guy. Has helped 星光2帮 and even Tomorrow to do their make up.

Learn some interesting stuffs. The hair in between the brows must be properly clear and brush properly. For guys, you won't feel so troubled.

My photogenic buddy, Rayn.

we are at Egypt

Took these random photos at the MRT stop at cityhall. Look like some kind kuku tourists. Lol! Went to TP earlier. I love TP man, love the my student life there. And more importantly miss all my favorite food. Wish that i have a bigger stomach and how i wish i can settle all my meals there. Missed the fried rice from biz school. The crazy me almost wanted to buy and keep it for my dinner. Cabonara speg is sold out. Super sad.

Posts of nobody

knowing that sometime you are feelings down a bit... so have two of my very own posts dedicated to you (Rei chan)... Hope that it helps a bit after you reading it..


http://devilcp.blogspot.com/2008/11/success-is-just-like-dream-uncertain.html
http://devilcp.blogspot.com/2008/11/when-there-is-problem-there-is-solution.html


Least that I can do for you as I do care.....





from a nobody.

Lee Hom Concert

MUSIC MAN CONCERT

Before the concert start...

舞台

preparing for the concert.. blowing up the white ballooon thingy. Glad that we are not late!!


Wow... 11 nov 2008.. Musicman. Lee Hom concert. The concert itself is damn awesome.. It started up with an illustration of a musicman, sort of like comic hero. The very first song that he sings make me feel that the tickets is worthwhile. no more heartache.. It really that cool.

Every single detail in the concert is carefully planned. The fireworks, the lightings and everythings make the concert more than a concert. When he sings 爱错, he becomes my next idol le. Love these 3 songs that he sang during the concert, 爱错 安全感 and What's Wrong With Me. We are damn high. The hype never end! You can see two crazy girls, on their feet dancing along with the music. The fun part is we managed to hype up the whole section T35 stand on their feet and enjoy the concert. haha we are like motivators.. super fun!!

Desire

To live for what you do. Sounds so right but how many of us can do that? If you live for what you do, no matters what happen, you will follow through till the very end, till you achieve the thing you want.

Desire = a sense of longing or hoping

Is desire really a must for one to be successful?

Been pondering over this question after a short conversation with yuan yu. Thanks for the call, thanks for the concern. Well to start it off, my desire is not as strong as you think. I dun need to be super rich, with all the 5 C.. Like most gers, all i want is a simple life, without any worries for money and can shop whenever i want =) i love shopping!!

However having a stronger desire will allows one to grow, and break thru' any obstacles. You will be amazed by their determination and the never say die attitude. Whatever it is, live every moment to the fullest. Hopefully with no regrets.

Looking forward to Lee Hom concert tomorrow. Must remember bring concert tickets. This is important.

Patient

gonna lost my patient damn soon... couldn't stand it when i hear guys complaining about small lil stuffs thru the other end of the phone.. shouldn't they be more mature? or my world is changing so much that i dun haf the time and energy to care about my frens? i not really that 善良, to be there whenever you wanna find me. Im a human i got my own problems and stress. i wish you be independent soon. or maybe just leave me alone for these few days.

stop complaining that im unfair. if u think so do something about it, check out your attitude. don't force me to throw my temper on you. im pissed.

everyone is after results. im stressed too. but what can i do? don't add on to my stress.
what can i do to make anyone happy? or i simply don't wish to care.
suddenly there is like tons of stuffs poppin up for me to handle. im tire.
things gonna be worst if i see u, i know. but still, i wish you are there, even for a lil while.

NDO coming to an end.
Deadline of 1-2-2-8 approaching.
So many things to do, so little time.
im stressed. so stressed.

Dim sum outing with koyaks...

Late night Ktv session..Mr alvin and Mr dongxu are great singers... cannot see their faces clearly =( have a great time

The long awaited dimsum buffet at dragon gate which we have been harping on for the past one year. trying to recovered from the late sleep. i slept only 4 hours.. pandon me for yawning !! lol im really that full. skipped my lunch and have a late dinner that day. Thanks gla for all the contact lens solution samples.

some nice shots taken at vivo city.. finally have sometime to bond together.

it feel so good to have a bonding session with my old frens.

nowaday, everyone is so busy with their works or schoolwork,

it feels great when all of us put aside sometime to update each others.

no longer want to be indulged in my own world. feeling empty.

its always good to plan ahead, living each day with a purpose.

trying my best to face you though i know its nid time.

hopefully when the time comes, i be different.

Good Servicing

Mood: Happy =)

A pic of me taken while waiting for the LRT to come. alright i am 自恋, i admit.

Back to the topic, I am really impressed by the service provided by Bioskin.
Received a Complimentary voucher from there and decide to go for it! Stunned! Their servicing starts the moment you enter the shop. While waiting for the consultant, i am served with hot ginger tea.

The whole treatment lasts for 2 hours which is considered very long. Detailed analysis of the skin is done. Heh glad that my skin is not dehydrated. During the facial session, though i don't really know what is going on, the feeling is good!! They did pressure massaging for the shoulder when they leave the mask on. And even when the session is ending, they did a head massage on me. Gosh!! The massage is professional, just like those you did in salons.

Servicing never stops here, it goes all the way till you step out of their shop, and with the beautician opening the door for you. Its the first time that i see such a good service in a facial salon. Servicing indeeds play a great deal in sales.

I begin to think of their ginger tea. It's nice.

真是人生一大享受 !!

The very cool tea pot filled with ginger tea.
I took this shot secretly.

contradicting

Life is so contradicting.
knowing that i be emo after the meetup, i still went ahead.
hoping to feel less emo

Guess i won't meet u individually again le..
hated the feeling of disappointment. sadness. emo-in. i get it fully.

Finished doing my Dream Board + pressie..

my 大制作

Been doing these two boards for the past one week.
I feel so proud of myself!

梦想板

The present i make..

Long long time never put in so much effort. After the seeing the end product, i 舍不得 pass zhang lao the pressie.. Hope he will like it!!

Something big happens today. From a 帅哥, 打听到the drunken uncle fall and hurt himself and was unconcious before my bus 88 arrived at the scene. The kpo me just went forward and ask for his handphone to call his home. I was shocked that i was actually so calm. Think too much of PSC le. Heh after the ambulance arrived, i even thought of following the uncle to hospital. Sounds crazy...

Yup at least i did something good today.

My Name....

The hidden meaning behind my name... XIANG RUI

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people.
You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

Hmm up to 75% accuracy !! Test it out
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

How well does Edwin knows about Karei.

She live in her little own world...A simple gal, trying her best to brave the world, to learn from mistakes, to let go of the unnecessaries and to hold on to those priceless ones.









Post from Edwin@DevilCp

Picasa

ST ..


some fantasic places from Tasmania.. so nice..

My beloved Koyaks....

Introduced by Adeline to use picasa to make some collage. nice and easy to use program. Still trying to figure out how to make the photos nicer. cool cool... anyway started to miss ST and koyaks le.. hope to catch up with them soon...

人生

Strange thing is i never realise that i been taking myself so seriously till i saw this. I afraid of making mistakes and makin my life perfect. hmmm there no such thing as 完美. Guess im content with what i have.

Don't give up on yourself

Earth rotates and life goes on...

This is so true. If you don't want to change your thinkin, no matter what others do, you won't feel happy. 要天天开心

Just be yourself !! People like you for who you are ! 我就是我, watashi wa 向瑞 desu.

"我想信我就是我 我相信明天" Most importantly, believe in yourself !

I believe that this is the starting point of happiness. There is nothing for u to be unhappy to begin with !!

Out of so many quotes, this is the one that caught my attention.

Problems are part of growing up. I hope. I grow.

The first thing that crosses my mind is the courage to dream.
To think of stuffs that i once thought are impossible. hmm..

Difference between Dreams and Daydream

Dream = Think and Act Daydream = Think only

Life isn't fair. Well, 这是人生

Life is short, and its up to you to make yourself =) Cheers..

My new blog

Yay.. i have a new cool blog... Thanks edwin for helping me to customise it! so happy !!

its Time for me to blog again... wah haha

Will be doing a presentation later on.. =_= "
stressed
Hopefully the whole presentation will be a good one.
My mind is so blank !!
scared.. gosh guess i will haf sweaty palms later on..
Jia You.

DevilCp Bakades Production

Well trying to make the process funny in a sense.. XD

The finish product!

Redesigning of blog layout

Blog under maintainence by DevilCp. More things shall be addon soon, so stay tune.

woo nice pictures, nice supper, nice outtings

long long time never blog le.. all these are not done by me.. heh but cool right !!

getting more and more lazy le

ooops i am late again but still manage to catch up with ST .. had a great time at Tampines Mall fish and co... their fish and co style of birthday song is damn cool man.. forget to take some photos with them.. heh i like robin mazda 2.. so comfy... got car zhen hao!! finally received my belated birthay present from zhang lao!! super happy.. hope the cactus wun die =P

had a great night yesterday with my xiao di and his group of frens..

play mahjong, eat supper and even went to seletar reservoir to enjoy the night scenaries..

nice although we get lost when exiting the place..

feel so young with them heh doing all those ridiculous acts, like roleplaying jacky chan movies. running and attempting to board a moving red vehicle.. its CRAZY!!

good attempt from wei cheng.. initial D style of driving..

i so glad i am alive -_-v

mahjong addicts

wah haha been so into mahjong tat i feel so tire.. mahjong is fun

stop taking everything for granted

What is xin fu?

xin fu= health + wealth + love

Met two very shan liang friends today.. Realise that there are actually many people out there fighting for their dreams. Learnt not to take things for granted le, even health wise..

hmm wo xue guai le..

Sense of urgency

hmm feel a growing sense of urgency purging inside me.. met someone, 29 this year who is still lost about his future.. guess ppl hate it when they see a reflection of themselves. And from him, i saw a reflection of myself, swear that i am nt goin to be like that when i am 29.

wake up your idea. dun slack.

Light

From someone i respected, eric. I am really touched.

"Clouds cannot cover all the light from the sun, no matter how heavy they are.
Positive is not always covered.
you always see light before you see clouds
Nobody likes to look at clouds, they look at the sun, moon or stars
Coz they are the light
I hope you be someone's star or moon"

At times, we have our up and downs, and i really hope there is this day that i can really light up someone life. I tend to run away from problems, without actually focusing on the solutions. No longer want to run, wanna face the reality.

Plan for the good days ahead =)

People shows their care and concern in various ways. Look more on the brighter sides and everything will be brighten up.

Glad

i just glad that i know you guys from JAH ... for once not regretting the choice i made.. thanks for all the encouragement and to pei wo go thru all the feng feng yu yu...
promise myself not to give up half way =) wo hui gai bian zi ji de.

Conversation with God.

Saw this on my a friend's post. funny + meaningful~~ always look things on the positive side...

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time.
Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction.. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me'. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear.. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Plaza Singapura and Bugis

Cute sok leng with the super shuai jin cheng wu~~


Was just complaining that it been a long time that i watched the last movie, and law of attraction works. I watched two movies this week both at PS.


Watched The dark knight with adeline, jeff and rayn on monday. Nice..


Up next will be the most anticipated Red Cliff. Me and sok occupy the whole second row, will be getting the tics earlier next time. Lucky still got tickets left for us. Predicted name for Part II should be The Battle at Red Cliff: Ci bi zhi zhan wah haha..

Awaited outing with Jia Lun and kel

Bugis : At mos burger posing~~



After a long two months time, finally met up with jia lun and kel yong.. had our dinner at mos burger.. expensive ~~ a set cost around 7 plus le.. maybe i too long never went there le. After dinner went arcade and play some balls throwing game. had fun!! look forward to the next outing..



This is the first time that i realise that no matter what i do, my parents are always behind me without fail. Feel so loved and touched. I will not give up de.

Determined

Begin to see the same old me again. Filled with excuses. Late for the third time this week-_-"" hmm actually feel very guilty that i was late for ah gla birthday, somemore late for the second time for his week le. have our dinner at cafe cartel, cream macoroni not bad, but got garlic taste. i dun like. after that have a KTV session at Joo Seng KTV. =) have fun. long time nv see koyak le. coming next, yy and eileen birthday.

will try my utmost best not to be late again. First goal after PSC, i will not be late again! i can do it !

saw yy tan blog, and here i am, determined to have a more positive blog, no more doing things half heartedly le. no more indulging in self pity.

July 2009 -Koyak oversea trip. Hong Kong transits to Taiwan. Exciting!
must start planning le. hopefully can save enough money.

13 July 2008- marks the new beginning

风筝的线断了...
风筝自由了
我笑了

For my whole life, there is not much thing for me to be proud off except for my PSLE results because I really put in the effort to work. But at this very moment, I am so proud of myself from graduating from PSC. And i never realise that success is especially sweet when you put in 100% of the effort and see the results. Really appreciate ah zhang and sok leng for attending my graduation!! chao gan dong~

Reach home le, ran to my mama and hug her. I couldn't stop myself from telling her that," mama wo hao ai ni". When is the last time you sit down and have a talk with you mother? Tell her you love her too. Live everyday like its the last day. Looking back, i regretted the life that i am having. I been too absorbed in my own world that i never ever take a step back and look at my family. What am i doing?

Waiting does not get you anywhere. Believe in yourself and seize every given opportunity. Once its gone, you can never bring it back.

stop and think

occasionally, stop and look back. reflect and do something about it.

I realise that i have been doin nothing so far. omg.
thanks ai leng for reminding me. that time really flies. and hopefully things will get better.
Start planning my next move le. Lol all my EV frenz left the stupid company le. Most interesting part, that boss tell the client that my fren went on a 2 years vocation -__-". si yao mian zi wah haha. heh guess this gonna by my last entry on the stupid company.

"things alway happen for a reason, and the way things happen will always benefit me"

mare thought of giving up

all along, feel very afraid when people place high hopes on me.

Fear = false evidence appearing real

scare of letting them down, and once i realise it, i choose to give up. =)
not the right way to do thing. not determined enough. i know. and its up to me to change.

recently i have been too absorbed in doing my own stuffs, that basically, neglected the feeling of the people around me. stress is what everyone faces and its up to you how you want to handle them. what seems to be xin fu to me, could be stress for others. all along contented with the feeling of having people to take care of me, and this explains why i like to hun with people older than me. until recently then i feel the urgency to be more independent to take care of myself and my family. heee maybe i grow up le??

talk to sok on msn last night, and realise that what she says is so so true. its so xin fu to have a group of buddy around you, sharing all your joy and unhappiness. =) i glad that i have a group of close friends with me too. Frends Forever

stress

STRESS is something that everyone faces every now and then.

This period of time have been indulging in my own life, that i have neglected my friends. Too busy to even chat on the phone. bad bad... i been simplifing my thinking on a lot of stuffs,

simply happy

now blogging at rivervale mac waiting for the MALAYSiA taxi uncle to fetch us to KL air port. Another half an hour to go -__-"'

this time round the blur me remember to bring along my specs and hopefully, my contact lens too wah haha lazy to check my luggage again. coincidently all the koyak girls will be out of Singapore. still waiting patiently for the koyak gang to go on a holiday...
RENDANG ? cheap and nice

will be travelling to 4 places this time. stop over at KL to take the flight. Heading straight to macau. Wanna see how this place look like. Chuan shuo zhong de du cheng. Asean one !!BUt i am not gambling....

touched. earlier on mama pass me a hong bao for my birthday. guess she wanted to give me some allowance to spend oversea ba. trying my best not to touch the money. its a zhu fu!!
thanks so much mama....

although no celebration s held today, i still feel vey happy.
Received a sms from didi. =) shocked, something that is out of my mind.
------------- love this year birthday =) simple yet unforgettable ------------

Thanks to all who sent me all the birthday wishes =)

surprises

Was shocked when Rayn and Adeline appear with a tiramisu cake out of no where. Peng celebrating my birthday on friday the 13th. but i appreciate that alot. Never really expect them to celebrate my birthday. Trying to blow out the stupid candles from behind the table.

Well, i give up and play cheat. Anyway, i completed my task and this is what counts right.

Another surprise i got. Having a long lost friend calling me and wishing me happy birthday when the clock strike 12am. Heh i am bathing! and I miss this important call. called back and have a good chat though. This is the best birthday present i ever have.

End up too excited to sleep so never really slept well. =S

Well then. Looking forward to the rest of my day.

The power of appreciation

Wah haha...
learn something from my friend that by appreciating whatever small little things that your partner has done, it makes the relationship stronger. so sweet right.

most of the time we miss the opportunity of expressing our appreciation of the other party. being regreting but things will be better. cheers.

happen to come across some past photos which bring back tons of memories. i can do it de. so i see you in october =)

a pleasant birthday surprise

hmmm due to the late night sleep, i have to drag myself up today. Feeling a bit shag but still I wanna meet koyak. so long never see le.

have a good breakfast at swenson! ahha first time to have breakfast there, feel so happy. never really talk much yin wei too shag le.. but have a great laugh =) mostly because of sok leng and yy tan. Funny took an enlarge yy tan photo.

the moment i came back from toilet i am present with a gift from the whole of koyak. haha sok has out me out for shopping and i have actually try the gift myself. Love it man. Can see the super clear effects. its a mascara =) its golden in colour wah haha....

feel very bad that i have to leave half way. once again broken my promise BUT at least we having a great time. must go organise an outing before sok and maggie leave for taiwan.

Thanks Koyak!!

change is the only constant in this universe

I changed.

I knew it and I could feel it.

You won't know whether the change is good or bad till you see the ultimate results.

Don't wish to see anyone hurt or upset because of me. Don't let my problem be part of you. I happy that you cares. If you are hurt, I rather you are kept in the dark. I am happy when you are happy so please don't ever be sad because of me. Its not what i want to see.


Now i finally understand how you feel, you only want me to be happy =)
i will be happy de.

The Secret

Finished watching The Secret.

The show is astonishing, and from there you will realise that anything that you want you will be given. Unbelivable right.

Highlight of the show is the part on the Law of Attraction. The way you things affect what you attract. I wanted to go to Hong Kong so badly that I even went to library to borrow Hong Kong Travel Guide. And without any plan, I am back from Hong Kong.

Law of Attraction
1. Ask
2. Visualise
3. Received
It's as simple as that.

If there is a chance, go watch the show online. You definitely see another aspect of life. Count on gratitude and more importantly, stay positive =)

Other places

Dun remember what is this place called. But its famous with

the golden flower.

Sampan rides along river near Aberdeen. Their river is not like

Singapore River, there are yatch, and even Jambo River Restaurant.

Jimei Clubhouse. Chio. Heard they say can see stars here.

Xing Guang Da Dao. Battery no batt le sob

Never take photos of the shou zhang.