Thursday, 25 October 2007

a little time off

too many things to do and too little time.... wah haha recently feel so stressed up about my work... a bit dun know wad i am doing.... recently had a good talk with my bosses and found out that i behave like a child which is so sad =s.. all along thought that as long as i complete my task, i can do wadever i wan... but this is not the case... when they ask me this " would i employ someone who is complacent in where he is or would i employ someone who aspire to have a better propects?" hmm i still very lost wor.... wanna study for interest seek BUT was so afraid to take the first step... should i wait longer, i may lose the interest to study!! Lol... its time i set a goal for myself le... all along had been working without aspiration so i must jia you and made sure that i am pro enough to represent the department to go abroad and work...
Just finished eating an apple pie from Cheng Luan... Yum yum... this 2 weeks i have been eating free lunch !! so super happy... feel so xin fu at work... =p there are so many more things beside work happening in here!! Badminton tournament coming soon... Tomorrow is the BIG day le... and I am the reserve waH haha .. so excited its my first time to attend a badminton match and to be one of the player but i haf to leave at 6 pm a bit sianz... cannot join the rest of them for dinner....
too shag.. den haf attitude problem.. towards anyone who step on my tail ba... so easily irritated ... think these few weeks have pissed zhang lao off ba... bu shi gu yi de... BUT ming zhi dao he will angry and sad de hua, i still will like tat sae out.... should sae tat i deserve it to be feeling guilty ba heh ... sooner or later will pissed everyone off ______________________

Sunday, 7 October 2007

mature le ma

Working for a month plus le in NSC (National Starch & Chemical) not national skin centre, and I can see the true colours of many people le... Not everyone is shan liang de and i trying my best not to show that i do not like them... sounds so fake rite but its work !! Learning how to increase my EQ and lower my level of impulsiveness.... dun like who i am now... somehow feel that i becoming stronger le which might be a goos thing as i am not scare of confronting others le... if i am not wrong, why should i be afraid of others?? guess mostly influenced by gladys wor...

Had a happy day with Zhang lao and his ELF members in mind cafe in Boat Quake... playing UGLY ugly ugly... haha i am the quiet person who snatch the cards quietly.... but the fun part comes when he was made to do the forfeit by singing birthday song to himself around the cafe which had 3 storey... peifu him.. though his pal 'sabo' him by making him wear a G-string in exchange for his casio watch, he was in a very high mood.... the whole thing is very touching... it was only until this very moment that i realise how much is his love for school and his job... its really so good if you are doing something you like...

After mind cafe, we left to watch Residence Evil Extinct. It is one show that makes me feel like leaving the cineme within half an hour... I started imaging the worst !! What if the world becomes like that ??? It is so scary...