oh well.... I cannot get to sleep...

wah... living like an unconcious soul... never realise wad is happening around me...The past few days passed so slowly...this is what i have gone through...

1) i will feel very cold and started shivering... this is when i know that fever is back again... put on a jacket had my panadol extra and here i am... my sleeping journey begins...

2) when i am awake, i will be sweating all over... fever had bided me goodbye tempoary... haa i well!! and amazingly this scenario repeated for the past 3 days... gosh i almost think that i be dying off any moment..occasionally, ls n vomit is inevitable =s

Actually i been waiting for zhang lao to appear in front of me... but he never did.. miss him so... guess too long never see him le ba...but well he did drop me some calls =r wonder whether he want to come and find me??

tempted to call yy or yan to pei me go see doctor today de, but well i already 21, such a simple matter i can do it on my own ba.. hence followed my da di and yuan yuan to compasspoint!! saw the doctor... 39degree... had a shock out of me!! fearing that it might be dengue, i am deciding whether to take up the blood test now or two days later... haa... of coz my decision is two days later... the doctor predict that fever is due to sore throat.. n now i feeling so much better... maybe throat not feeling so pain le ba...

so many things happen these few days.....

hmmm sok got reject by sim... and i did nothing to an wei her....however her problem was solved and she is starting school on mon... everything is so wonderful.. sok leng!! u must jia you wor.... one fine day, i too will get my degree de...

Remember SuperBand de Ishi.... he is my hip hop instructor!!! although he had only taught me for two lesson.... but i can remember up to 80 % of what he had taught!! I still remember how badly i wanted to take photos with him... beggin yan yan and xiao xian to pei me... in the end, xiao xian went bathing and yan yan become the photographer... its all end not long ago... in the beginning of may... 3 days ago, he even taught yan to dance...and in today news, he is dead... rumours spread that he was commiting suicide!!! i hope that he didn't... in life, living is the hope and everything can be solved de... this is so shocking... once again cherish those beside you...

fever

sianz down with fever today...throat too feeling very weird.. dun feel like doing anything other than sleeping...have been sleeping for more than 12 hours ba.. n i still feel like lai chuanin ... feel so touched, yy tan offer to deliver food to my house but get rejected by me...looking forward to the pinic this coming sun.. but i have no idea on wad to cook or bring over there...

hmm todae pang sei eileen to go for hip hop dance... to luan to dance le... feeling very sei...i so sorry eileen...

Priority: Earn money
hence decide to stay on to my chem eng le... no more regrets and cannot regret le... hmm jia you jia you ba .. dun like to tink about my job thingy.. making me feel so headache... haha maybe thsi is why i fall sick ba

New direction in L.I.F.E

After thinking for so long, I finally sort out all my thoughts wor... decide to go ahead to study hospitality : major in either food and beverage, hotel management or western culinery... found my dream course in SIM but its very expensive, about 45K.. should i go for it???

Just now had a talk with someone, realise that i have been giving people the idea that i just live a day by a day. This is not something to be proud of... hence decide to make some changes for myself.. hope it works:

1) be more confident of myself and don't care how others look at me
2) puncture ( train my discipline)
3) be more determined (never give up half way... first on the list is to complete my one star in kayak)
4) discover my passion and do something about it

~~ jia you jia you zai jia you~

Chalet

Simply love this pic to bits man... haha this group of people here is one of the most important people in my life.. My 21st birthday chalet make me realise that all along, i am a bei he hu de xiao hua... In the midst of protecting me, some are getting hurt. What have I done ?? I did nothing to protect those people that I cherish.. Its something that is so sad .. Its so much xin fu to be protected.. and i want to protect others too... so one of my birthday wish is to leave this bei he hu de xiao wen shi... i wanna be strong like ah gla protecting her frenz at all cost..

Also feel very xin fu... know that my family love me a lot .. haha my bro even brought me a key knowing that i wanted a key all along ... even without seeing my driving skills, my dad fang xin to let me drive his van.. I feel so happy with all the trust and love they have given me..

Not forgetting my dear dear, thanks so much for everything.. haha yy n yan stop humming yi shou jian dan de ge le... tat is my song k!! I gt a lot a lot of present wor... like tat jiu cannot go shoppin le... so should i be happy or sad ner ??

This is also the first time tat i received 4 watch on my birthday. Tink its because i value time... John wanted me to knw the importance of time and its time i do some self evaluation le.. No time le... hee will start to hao hao sent resume today!!

oh ya did i mention tat i wanted to call myself karei, meaning ke yi de xiang rui haha... inspire by parahurei ( a dance step) but i dun know how to spell...
overall i will stay happy de

" smilez ""

Things to do for my chalet

oh its chalet again....
[ list of things I need to do]

-Plan a surprise for Zhang lao on 7 June
-Plan activities to do on sat ( go hai bian)
-Confirm stayover list on 9 June
-Master driving route ( surprise for Koyak)

hEE HEE did I miss up on anything... Pray hard hard that everyting goes well! This photo brings bac happy memories of chalet. Had a great time at Jian hui chalet. See our beautiful smiles =s haha