Ooozing during meeting

todae i am suppose to attend a so-call training session in the AA- meeting room... couldn't believe it... the chair in the room was so well constructed that you will feel sleepy the moment you sat on it!! 100% comfortable...



hee so happy... Zhang lao gives me a 50 bucks Skin Food Voucher... which i have spend away le... den at the same time i won a 20 bucks Royal Sporting House Voucher from the company through the appreciate messages contest... haha thanks to Cheng Luan who spend so much effort to teach me bake a cake.. think she the only one who fetched a lot of appreciation messages... she really very shan liang... dun even mind putting in the extra effort to help a person.. she my ou xiang... hee they looking for creativity in the messages... this means that there are still some genes of creativity in me .. lol o.O' V heee feeling so lucky this week...



Back from Pulau Semakau on Friday, 23 Nov. It is Singapore only landfill that is situated offshore. A 7 km perimeter rock bund was built to enclose a part of the sea off between Pulau Semakau and Pulau Sekang, hence it looks like a U shape. A briefing was conducted before we board a bus half- round the 'island'. Cool as you are under the sun sight- seeing during office hours ... wah haha seriously the place is peaceful, though its a dumping ground, part of the area are designed for recreational activities like sport fishing... if there is another chance, will want to go back again... According to the working personal over there, if we want to go on our own, we will need to book the entire ferry to fetch us over there... the price is not cheap wor.. like 1000 odds for the feery trip... fun!! boarded the ferry from the ferry terminal near Pasir Panjang.


edge of Semakau

The next day, force my lazy body off my cosy bed. Pack my back to go to Pulau Ubin... Excited!! First time join Zhang lao to work.. bringing a bunch of TP adventure club guys to racee .. Learn a lot of stuffs... n the basic instinct" almost everything on the island can be eaten" heee we pluck wild kang kong and even tried to break open the sea almond that can be found along the coastline... without realising, it brought me back to the OBS times... its so back to basic ... try my utmost best to ride the bicyle.. bike too high , i need to jump fortunately later can go back and change the bike... if not i confirm die there... Highlight of the day is the dinner whipped up by Terrace... cannot imagine right, the way he cooks machim like the zhu chao in Singapore... he even brought a lot of spices along... Cooked Tomyam soup with our self- pluck clams. Haiz and this is how i lost my sung glass... think i tripped and the sunglass disappear into the sea... the gruesome part is that i need to bathe with yellow water... mama i want to go home.. overall its a great experience....

heh so gian blogging... that i cannot stop here....

this friday going to my cousin wedding... brought a mei mei bedsheet for her... and a black silky nighties... hope she likes it.. xin fen...

facing the REALITY

hmmm reality is cruel and i am not as great as i think...

receive the call that will make my heart beats from time to time... i am really not that capable to receive the 2K.... haiz feeling a bit disappointed but predicted it anyway since they never call back....

will stay in NSC till the end of contract zai see how things goes... tired from all the days of thinking.. makes my head big....

looking forward to my company trip on friday to Escape Theme Park .. let me enjoy myself for the time being!!

RICH dad POOR dad

those who knows me well enough knows that i the kind of person who never touch any books... well today things are not the same !! stepping into NSC made me realise that i am too ignorant of a lot of stuffs that is going on around me ANd with that i try to force myself to read...

like to recommend this book , RICH dad POOR dad, a book that will make you realise that you cannot live like that depending on your paycheque to pay all your expenses... no matter how much you earn, you still will think that you are not earning enough which is what i am currently going through... up by 200 in salary and plus the tuition fees that i earn, how cum i am still broke at the end of the month...

this book is really useful, you dun have to believe everything its says all you need is to think them through ... and this is y its helps ba

so ...

ENJOY =p

just a little more thoughts

On hearing so much views about everything, I must say that I really do not have much aspirations in life... yy tan was right, being an employer or friend would not employ me... but well he right afterall... serving me right for job hopping as always...

well i made my own decision and no matters what happens, i will work hard!! from my supervisor, found out my good point : i am willing to learn ah ha... what a comment!! but i please to learn that...

hence, jia you jia you zai jia you!!

The chose between 2 to-your-favour Situations

Firstly this piece of news made me lose a night of sleep...

situation A, my colleague is leaving at the end of NOV and i will becum the senior lab tech in the lab le... so career advancement will be greater and my boss even say there there is a possibility of becoming a chemist if i reach the requirement... everything seems so wonderful right and i am even motivated to work harder as both of them had a greater expectation of me...

situation B, my ex- temp company decided to buy my contract over and employed with a super high pay of 2K !! Condition is that i will need to tender my resignation latest by next mon when everything is confirmed... Careeer advancement wise, a database administration with 2 yrs of experience can earn up to 3.5K to 4.7 K .. tempting in terms of monetary...


if i leave like that, reputation will be bad, and it be harder than ever if the next job or rather next next job is a contract job.. Is money more important than loyality??? Well i like my present company a lot!! that is why i am so fan nao... hence whatever step that i am goin to take, will affect a lot on my future... hope there is no regrets...

a little time off

too many things to do and too little time.... wah haha recently feel so stressed up about my work... a bit dun know wad i am doing.... recently had a good talk with my bosses and found out that i behave like a child which is so sad =s.. all along thought that as long as i complete my task, i can do wadever i wan... but this is not the case... when they ask me this " would i employ someone who is complacent in where he is or would i employ someone who aspire to have a better propects?" hmm i still very lost wor.... wanna study for interest seek BUT was so afraid to take the first step... should i wait longer, i may lose the interest to study!! Lol... its time i set a goal for myself le... all along had been working without aspiration so i must jia you and made sure that i am pro enough to represent the department to go abroad and work...

Just finished eating an apple pie from Cheng Luan... Yum yum... this 2 weeks i have been eating free lunch !! so super happy... feel so xin fu at work... =p there are so many more things beside work happening in here!! Badminton tournament coming soon... Tomorrow is the BIG day le... and I am the reserve waH haha .. so excited its my first time to attend a badminton match and to be one of the player but i haf to leave at 6 pm a bit sianz... cannot join the rest of them for dinner....

too shag.. den haf attitude problem.. towards anyone who step on my tail ba... so easily irritated ... think these few weeks have pissed zhang lao off ba... bu shi gu yi de... BUT ming zhi dao he will angry and sad de hua, i still will like tat sae out.... should sae tat i deserve it to be feeling guilty ba heh ... sooner or later will pissed everyone off ______________________

mature le ma

Working for a month plus le in NSC (National Starch & Chemical) not national skin centre, and I can see the true colours of many people le... Not everyone is shan liang de and i trying my best not to show that i do not like them... sounds so fake rite but its work !! Learning how to increase my EQ and lower my level of impulsiveness.... dun like who i am now... somehow feel that i becoming stronger le which might be a goos thing as i am not scare of confronting others le... if i am not wrong, why should i be afraid of others?? guess mostly influenced by gladys wor...

Had a happy day with Zhang lao and his ELF members in mind cafe in Boat Quake... playing UGLY ugly ugly... haha i am the quiet person who snatch the cards quietly.... but the fun part comes when he was made to do the forfeit by singing birthday song to himself around the cafe which had 3 storey... peifu him.. though his pal 'sabo' him by making him wear a G-string in exchange for his casio watch, he was in a very high mood.... the whole thing is very touching... it was only until this very moment that i realise how much is his love for school and his job... its really so good if you are doing something you like...

After mind cafe, we left to watch Residence Evil Extinct. It is one show that makes me feel like leaving the cineme within half an hour... I started imaging the worst !! What if the world becomes like that ??? It is so scary...

Yenli's weddin9 dinner

Having quite a lot of fun these few weeks due to the birthday chalets. Basically i have been attending birthday chalet almost every week. The fun part is that i went to the same chalet with the same unit number 2314 Aranda Chalet.

On 28 Sept, i joined the company healthy shopper race. Running around cityhall stretch of streets looking for answer. A bit like waikiki where its involves all food. There is this mystery check point that lead us to run all the way from esplanade to marina square macdonald to retrieve a health brochure. The worst part is after all these ordeals i retrieve the wrong brochure!!! Sadded =s my poor colleague who accompany me to run all the way was like mao leng han.... all the running become worthless.... conclusion is next time do thing must be careful le....

here is the highlight of the day, Yenli's wedding at Swissotel the Stamfort!! My first visit to this hotel... I was so log kok wearing shorts and t-shirt when i entered the hotel. who will expect me to be attending a weddng dinner later on .. Alliance with the bride of the day to allow me to bathe before the function.. BUt!! the door of the shower room is make of glass and this means that you will be bathing in front of man people... wah haha i was also shocked when i saw the open concept bath tub! Woowooo so cool rite.... i wan to stay in a hotel room for a nite on my wedding day!! heee heee ( i think too much) in the end i borrow her towel, shower gel+ shampoo and bathe in the hospitality room... heee think is for tourist without rooms... had a wonderful experience there....

Learn something from another colleague from ALS. though her wedding is in a club but its had a lot of gan jue... point to be taken she did everything by herself... as in she told the coordinator what she wans from the colour of the chair to the kind of ribbon to be tied on them... 101 things that she told me was something that i never thought is done by the couple themselves... and the end of the day everything is for yourself !! heee had a sweet moment during the wedding.

Patryce's Birthday

actually i someone who doesn't have any initiative ... and if people don't contact me, i wun contact them too wah haha..

did a lot of stuffs today and think a lot too..tuition starts at 11am and i try my ultmost best not to be late and i did it... reach there on the dot and i was early to meet kel gege they all too... heard a shocking news... they hired a new indian guy to take over crystal Lee and she was kept in the dark... feel quite sad for her though i dun like her...but well i am not working in that place so there nothing much that i can say....

later on rush to liqing's birthday to pass her a big present... a big pink mushroom, a red water bottle and a stitch blanket... super nice to hug !! hope she will like a lot.. though a bit kiddy... meet up with woan ting, guo liang and jie ying to take a cab down to patryce's birthday.. initially i feel very awdward as there is only one person in the same caregroup as me...so the happy go lucky me just sat there and self entertain myself.. but later on things get better... i just sit there talking to guoliang... for quite sometime... feel entertained... maybe when you tell people your private matters, they will open up more to you... like this kind of feeling.. hitch a ride from zx car.. super happy they ride me my place there... though the reason is my legs are short need to take a long time to reach home... touched that zhi zhong actually remembered where i stayed... yearn to go supper with them but i dun dare to say.. tink i trying very hard to act shou with them... while happy that the tire day still end with a happy touch of note...

881

Love this picture. everyone looks so cute even orichimaru... the baddie..

Learn how to make homemade yogurt... fun... it actually very simple.. just boil the milk lukewarm and add in a teaspoon of plain yogurt... allows it to stand for aroud 6 to 8 hours.. ta la.. your yogurt is formed. know another interesting fact from my new southern india friend, pavan. someone who look like american. They cannot survive without eating yogurts in their main course. and imagine yogurt is just like junk food to me...

Watched 881 yesterday. I must comment that it really a good show.. documentary with story line.. the show is funny... a bit like hockien musical where you can hear them singing during parts of the show. Feel sad towards the ending where the small papaya( xiao mu gua) die of cancer. Had a feeling that guan yin (qi yi wu) liked the small papaya more instead of the big papaya. however i don't like the visual effect that the director, roystan tan if i am not wrong add in. Though funny, it doesn't really go with the show a bit too fairy tale le..

Feeling terrible especially after waiting for his arrival. A hungry man is an angry man. Yes! i agreed to it perfectly! had a disagreement and had an impulse to leave just like that.. but I dun like things to be hanging in mid way.. so i confront him.. there is a dead silent for a while.. what does this mean... if i won't talk he too will remain quiet ...tire of waiting for him to be free to go out with me... tire to be holding on and talking to someone in sleep mode... maybe its time i make myself scarce for the moment... maybe it be better off without me.....

feeling selfish... reason?? world occupated by work and not me... lol... maybe i just need a person who can put on a smile on me... or someone who can give me a little attention... not a person who can made others around me to smile =p but i try my best not to let them frown... but things often happen otherwise... by letting go, will things turn up better? maybe yes maybe no, but you never know unless you try right???

Had the urge to prove myself in my work... because i want to go on oversea trip!! a stupid reason but it allows me to be motivated... maybe i should go on reflect more about myself.. maybe i should be alone...

Everything is worthwhile

Wah haha we really shocked ah yan at his own birthday in his own house. The fun part is that we managed to sought his mum's help to smuggle us into his house and had shocked him out of his life.... all turned out well...

loved the cookie and cream ice cream cake, its all taste soo nice.. the pink card looks great with yan's photo in front!! sok had work thru the night to complete it.. zhen shi xin ku le... heee made used of my didi present box and plastic bag to contain ah yan present.. a bit bo xin but its nice lor.. wah haha

Now in my office bloggin... just finish learning barbender... fun.. need to go open up all the different kind of valves to start cooking starch... enjoy my life here maybe i just started learning ba.. tink need to have more initiative so that i can learn more things and not be so slack wor.. must thanks sok for her advise.. now relationship with my lab tech better le.. sometimes we need to listen to others de opinion den we wun lose ourselves.

Finally xiang tong 'le... yay.....

Changes . . . . . . .

oh... recently feel that i change a lot in my thinking le... Trying to prove something?? Not too sure of it myself... someone once told me that people will change their thinking with time... What if you become worse??

ImPatient...
think i become more impatient le ... wanting to complete all the task asap.. and become more and more to do things in my own way le... starting to see part of me during my primary school dayz... being so full of myself..

what will you do to make yourself feel happier ?? by being less perfectionist... hmm scare that me and Chitra will turn up like Crystal Lee like that... so before things worsen must listen to sok advise... listen to what she said and be more patient in listening to her... no doubt that she been a great help to me...

ReCently feel that i been making myself too busy le... did not even had a good talk with anyone... when i reach home, the only entertainment i have is to watch Tv... hmmm become more zi bi le.. but i dun knw what to talk to the others..

cannot quarrel with anyone will make me unhappy ... so no matter what happens, i must jia you and take it to strive... learning all along not to take people words into heart BUT its just so hard!!
fever le... however, still xiang go office learn the barbender if not next week will be very stressed... Let's see if i can wake up tomorrow...

123....567

wah haha .. i attended the first salsa lesson today... took the place of my supervisor ... here its goes, 123...567... there are only 6 counts ba with 1 and 5 dragging longer... do alot of steps like fireworks, firespark, double knee etc.. got a bit locking de feeling... every step had its own name and the cheonography is a combination of the steps.... InTerEsting!!

Coming out:
==Shopping Race in Esplanade
==Field trip in Nov
==Company trip to Vietnam (to be confirmed.. i want to go...)
hmm got a feeling i will go take up chemical engineering because of the company!! too fast to conclude??

hmm so far so good.. had a good time here in National Starch and Chemical.. had a lot of fun since the Treasure hunt... Planning to join all the activities available.. initially had lunch alone... feel so lonely... started missing kel gege they all.. but now know who to find to have lunch le.. hee the secretary, Sally (a mama le) is very good to me wor.. everytime see me will offer me stationary de... zhen shi xin fu...

earlier on receive ah na sms... she going to be married soon.. so hard to imagine... my cong xiao paly dao da de fren is going to change status le...so i be going to her wedding no matter what happen... wah haha going to her some great gift... what to buy ner...

discover today that i really very ji chou.... hmmm maybe if i dun like the person i really will end up dun like the person de.. like my grandma ba... heee but hor to crystal is hai hao ba dun realli hate her... so must go meditate le...

yan yan birthday coming up le... last 21 birthday from our group for Year 2007.. Looking forward to it ...

Blogging at work

Hmm todae is the start of second week at work... been slacking for the past 1 week... this job is not like ALS so tedious and rush.. i can take my own sweet time to finish up my work... Think ALS trained me to do things quickly that is why i have so much free time ba... heee the timing for work is so flexible that i am not so used to it... Conclusion is I like the working environment here !! haha

First week of work jiu can join the others for the treasure hunt Lucky for me one of them on MC and i am able to replaced at teh very last min ... Excited but in the end still cannot find the treasure... but i really had a feeling its on top of trees and plants.. and end up the 3 treasures are hidden on 5 to 7 m tall trees..


hmmm... think people is qian bian de... like attention but dun like too much attention am i weird? maybe this is why i can be with zhang lao for so long ba... heee... maybe just because he very busy that y i longed to see him... haha if he very free think i will dislike him ba...

heh off to the lab and aims to finish up my lab work by tue... heee den i can have a free day =p

Last August

today is an exciting day...

first its the 7 course meals which is so filling... and to make the best of it, i am being treated by the company... woo woo... its actually to bid the farewell of a permanent staff there.. its the first time that i working with foreigners.. there are so many of them here.. a family of 3 from south africa and the rest which i suspect to be from Hong Kong... During lunch you will hear them making a joke out of different languages... and i am shock to know that spanish is actually a very beautiful language.. know of 2 good friends there..Dahyna and Flora (very zhao gu wo) though we know each other just like one week... but its fun having them around...also already feel like missing them le...learnt to be more genorous with my compliment... excited coz tml work ot 1 hour gt 9 bucks...realise that i still not very good in talking .. the person beside me keep on laughing at me... haha but i know that he meant to teach me...

and the second part of the day is the tuition... i actually received 2 gifts from my tuition kids... i was like damn happy sia.. did not know that tomorrow is actually Teachers' Day... think i too long never go to school le.. had a cute pencil holder from Leo (guai guai xing) and a plastic rose from Justin... haha the kid that i like the most... oh no i am bias...he a fair fair boy wearing specs.. very kawaii sia.. and his didi is even more cuter... its the first time that i feel that there is a cheng jiu gan.. suddenly they all appear to be very cute to me...

hmm if i know earlier jiu dun online... kena virus again... get scolded by didi.. sianz.... xin qing jiu bu hao le.... suddenly feel very small when i was rebutted with the comment no matter how many reformat disc also no use... remembered to change my tuition but forget to call yy tan.. sianz again .. =s

anyway,
``ming tian hui geng hao!!

Apologize by OneRepublic

This is the last dance choreography that i learn in StudioWu.. it is also because of this song and Andy ( the teacher) that made me regret to quit... Thanks yan for sending me the song ....wished i can post the song online...

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Anime

lately had been too addicted in watching anime, hence news about odex drew all my attention...

first there is this dispute over odex and the 3 main sever providers to hand over the IP addresses of those who had downloading the anime illegally.... and my service provider actually hand over all the IP addresses without putting a fight!! The others actualli appeal and fought a law suit with odex... Come on they are the service providers, shouldn't they be protecting their customers instead... All along the services provided by them had been poor... no matter when u contact them their customers service officers will always be busy... there have been no improvements things and this incident made me give up my hope on them... its time for them to reflect on themselve before they lost more of the consumers group =p

back to odex... they even went on a lawsuit against goggle and youtube.. what are they trying to do..... can't people even share online what they like... its not like we are even downloading from youtube... moreover, odex is only the sole distributor for gandam series... i dun see the point of them interfering with other animes...if a need arises, they should just liscense off their own series... irritating =s praying hard that they will lose the lawsuit!!

MahJong n Anime

had been 'chonging' mahjong and anime for these few months.. never really read up anything hee tink i too lazy le... after watching gundam seed destiny, realise that i had throw back all my japanese knowledge to the teacher dun remember what is his name.... but he attended a maid show in channel 8 asking the idol to be their maid for a day!!

lol... won a buck today... YAY !! but i have been like paying school fees for the past few months... feeling so rotten as in have been doing nothing for the whole day... learn something important fom sok .. as in if you accept someone as who the person is, you will really feel happier de... =p guess that what I feel recently.. somehow the heavy thing that is weighing on me had been removed.. been trying to tame myself down by listening to others advise calmly... not really good at it but will jia you de... Trying my very bestz to keep a secret... bu neng shuo de mi mi.. something that i never learn ba...

heh going to invest on a grammer book.... my grammer cannot made it!! Hope i can finish all my anime before i start work...

Can't help being so happy..

13 August 2007...
goes jogging with xian yuan... long time never see him le... cannot even recognise him lor... become so much fitter le.. haha should say he bian shuai le... went to kovan walk walk... had a bubble tea that made me full to the brink... so full that I only slept at 3 am ... haha borrowed quite a number of things from him so end up must find another day to return him hope faster find job then jiu can treat him eat le... had a HAPPY evening ...

17 August 2007...
Went for a interview yesterday and it made me so excited... initially I went for the interview half heartedly coz it a laboratory job and i even thought that I be in the petroleum lab again... Leaving with no choice, I went to the job webby for preparation... heh a big US company... should be having a lot of benefit... and it had nothing related to petroleum !! I am so attracted to the job due to others activities that is happening in the company like kick boxing... I am going to join all of them... Lol talking as if I already accepted by the company... but I am just too excited..

Speaking of which, yesterday was a eventful day... went to recruit express early in the morning for a brief interview.. was called to interview at 3pm in buona vista... den intended to meet kel gege they all at 7pm for a dinner and its in cityhall.... so had been running here and there for the whole day... went to BRB noodle for dinner... Not so fantastic... haha den even more surprise to meet marcus in the LRT station when he is just back from Genting.... had a small talk with him... Frankly speaking I do not really have many close friends in Poly and he is one of them... maybe we just stay opposite one another... tat y !!

Excited going to see yan pagent tomorrow and yy tan and eileen da shou is coming out... it another eventful August... now that everyone is busy this once again provide excuses for us to get together....

secrets...

Spending most of my time at home makes me become anti-social le... did not receive any news from 3M and the bank, so this means that I cannot make it le ba... well it okay... i will work harder next time... been slacking since end of may... tink it really time i go look for some part time job le... no shopping=total saddness... even to the extend to ask 50 bucks from my di lucky draw winnings to shop... oh man feel so shi bai =s maybe too free for too long will hu shi luan xiang de...

Going on a holiday to taiwan with yy they all?? Got a mao dun feeling... coz feeling very broke ba ?? if work le and spend the money on a trip will make me feel guilty de... furthermore have went to Taiwan before le... haha on the other hand, tempted to go coz my whole gang is going!! haven bring up the matter to zhang lao.... dun knowhow to kai kou coz haven find job ba... know he wun stop me but still... dun feel like telling ba...

Went to an 'investment talk' with him.. Is investing 10k plus plus for a 96k a very ben thing to do... know tian di xia dun have such a good thing ba.. maybe too broke for a long time le, so bu zhi bu jue ye hui xiang xin ba... with 96k i can take up the degree of western culinery le.... though dun know what i can do with the degree, it something i like to do ba, a dream??

finished watching secrets from jay chou.. it is a nice show man.. exceeded my expectation for it... a sweet sweet comedy ... =p highly recommended and the climate is at the ending... who will expect that?? i shall not say more...hmmm what spoilt my day is that i saw someone who i dun wish to see... Jin wei tell me to be xin xiong kuang kua... how can i do that?? if you do not like the person and what can you do to be nice to that person... wouldn't that be hypocret??

obtain some blue black from my dance lesson... but i enjoy them... enjoy the process i would say.. though up to now never really learn how to dance... coz i damn lazy la... Officially last day of dance on 8 August... have some yi han coz never learn finish the last dance... hee shall approached yan yan and xiao xian to teach me provided they have the time!! Good bye to my dance in Studio Wu... Enjoy the time spend there haha

AMAZing race (20 July - 22 july)

woo woo had survived for 3 days for the amazing race!! I must say our luck is really this good that we are able to hitch a ride around the little red dot for these few days.

Day 1
it is our luckiest day.. though we went to a lot of wrong places, we met some really good personals... there is even this uncle who follows us thru the race and sent us to the final destination which is west coast park! We were #4!! This is the first time after st john that i have step into a tent!!

Check points: novena -- labrador park-- kent ridge park-- chandu museum (not sure i write it correctly)-- west coast park

we had only 8 bucks to travel to all these places =.=""

Day 2
most shag!! hardly sleep the day before..

Check points: jurong hill (scary its really very high, lucky we hitched a ride if nt...)--old ford factory (met gla kor there, its so coincidence)--west coast recreation centre-- discovery centre--neo tiew road (a very ulu place)-- sembawang park--ponggol jetty--ponggol park--geylang serai (eat heart shape curry puff)-- changi beach!!

what a long and tire day.. There is this taxi uncle who dun even charge us a cent when the meter runs twenty over dollars.. feel so touched

Day 3
katong park-- ELIMINATED

There are really a lot of good people around! haha had this idea in me that keep me going on to survived the race ..' hmm i must last till the last day if not zhang lao will suan si wo!!' hence i am able to go on... Thinking about it, feel so pek chek that we are unable to solve the clue to find the check point. Through the race, the thought of not giving up is instilled deeply in my mind... the result: 15 out of 25.. i am so filled with cheng jiu gan

Had my victory dinner with ah zhang and zhi qiang.. though I am a light bulb, I dun feel left out!! maybe i am a long term light bulb ba.. popping by their dates every now and then... pei fu her tackfulness.. she is always the one helpin to resolve any problems.. wanna learn to be more tackful too....

hmm not long after, everyone will be working and studying soon le... even zhang lao had a job in TP le.. so wo yao geng nu li le... signz...

Oh! Happy Day

After 2 weeks plus, everything was resolved le...haha yy tan if you been reading my blog, wanna tell you its feel very weird without you calling.. haha think of all those times that I have spend with my dear Koyak.. movies, la kopi, pinic, quarrels and even slacking, we are capable of doing everything together.. we have indeed went through a lot... Both good and bad times and I so glad we manage to let everything yu guo tian qing... it also reminds me of 'xiao shou la da shou' ... haha i want to learn this song!!

THINGS to look forward:
o.O 18 JULY '07 :
1 more day to celebrate with zhang lao .. hmm push forward for two days.. but i so excited coz fri, sat cannot contact him and anyone else... hp will be sealed due to amazing race

-_-v 19 July'07
2 more days to Gla's biRthday.. Dinner at hardRock cafe: first time to go there and we are going to celebrate her birthday!!

@-@ 20 July'07
3 more days to AMAZING Race:
been jogging two days with ah zhang, realise that my stamina still not so good... Pray hard that we will not get eliminated so soon, xiang play longer =p

sTop looking for jobs this few days .. will jia you for next week... wo hui hao hao find job de!! yay....

Less weight

With the help of my secondary school friend, derrick, i finally had a tempoary job that can last me for 1 week.. ah ha... finally feeling not so cash tight le... money is indeed the root of problem..


After 2 long endless weeks, I finally get to see the rest of the koyak... haha although meet for a short time, I still feel so happy... miss everyone so much =p it quality time... happy hearing people sing.. suddenly there are things that i dun like to do le... dun like to sing coz i monotone ba... haha but!! i like to hear other people singing... so nice and will made me go high... guess i given up on singing.. but really pei fu yan yan.. he really go all the way to practise what he likes.. and me always finding the easy way out.. (note: me must go for a change too)


Been to NUS earlier for amazing race de briefing, feel so excited! I am going to stay outside living in a tent for 2 nights.. hope that we dun get eliminated so soon... haha going to train myself up for the amazing race wanna see where is my limit... hope no conflicts will arise... happy coz finally go shopping le... help ah zhang to shop for a skirt or shorts... hee realise that the things that i ask her to try is too short!! gosh.. i must have pass all my the shorter the better de mindset for her le... had this crazy idea of getting a jumper skirt for her.. its gonna be cute!! kawaii desu.. trying hard to act cute coz i 21 le... cannot act cute soon... =s

hmmm realise that i making yy tan furious.. dun want things to turn up this way de zhen de.. ming tian hui geng hao.. tomorrow is the first time to meet him after the 'cold war' for so long.. hmmm feeling a bit frighten and nervous.. dun know whether i be killed a not.. but must yong gan mian dui coz i am wrong in the first place.. all thanks to the triple pang sei in a week.. if i am him, i sue go crazy de...

+ ming tian hui geng hao +
going to count lambs le... zzZz

acting mature

Having attitude problem these few weeks.. Let me see, in just a week, I pang sei le 3 people and up to 5 times.. I was thrown with comments like "please stop making empty promises" and "you zai chu stun".. Its time I wake up my idea le..I been acting as if the whole world is oweing me money.. No more kite flying le and no more promises make le... Guess the best way is to stop asking people out le..

Earlier on, visited Amy Sol they all.. Still couldn't bring myself to have a proper chat with crystal lee... my du liang not that big afterall.. She not that type of friends that I want to mix around.. I am not that little girl who used to think that there is no bad guys in this world and that everyone is shan liang.. been trying to forget all the little incidents that makes me dislike the person, but once the wound is there, isit really possible to cover it with plaster and let it heal? or more importantly treat it that nothing had happen... or this is what people normally known as 'ji chou'

Acting as a deliver girl today, delivered Yee Kee duck rice to ALS, and roasted duck rice to Dear dear's house. Hmm the roasted duck rice was frequent by Energy!! As usual, I was late.. and I end up had to pang sei YY Tan...Begin to wonder how Dear dear can tolerate my lateness for the past 2 years (trying to change but can a leapard change its spot? we shall see) Dun meant to be angry, but end up flaring temper at him earlier on when it not even his fault...

I really am a lousy friend ... Like what Gladys had said, will put in more effort into every friendship that I had... wanna say I still firmly believe that friendship is not determined by education, money or anything else that one can make used of... though action speaks louder than words, still feel that by telling someone 'Jia you", it indicates that at least i support the person in what he is doing, and with support he can put the best forward.. so as long as I jian chi my own belief, wo jiu shi wo .. dui ba..

No more portraying myself as klxx le... must learn from sokky.. since now i know what i want le jiu just put my best foot forward.. no regrets n no turning back le..

just some t.h.o.u.g.h.ts

hmmm been feeling very down lately.. had no intention to meet anyone in Koyak... haa...other than yan yan ba... i can even make my way to dance alone... guess i can zi high like yan yan too... trying to figure out how to face a long time buddy... dun wanna make things worst guess i escaping ... even up to the point that i dun wanna talk abt matter regarding friendship ... just wanna have a little time on my own.. maybe this happen when u are really hurt ba.. maybe i dun spend any effort inside any friendship ba.. but to me, i will be there if you need me.. i admit that i wun spend the extra effort organising outings, making the little phone call.. simply because i not this kind of person... maybe friendship is too vulnerable to withstand any cuo zhe le...

sadded... coz long time never had a good talk with didi le... tink he given up hope on me le... wanna say all the while i tot that good buddy will understand why u do thing in a certain way... but this is not the case, maybe its time i put myself into their shoe... hoping that one day will reconcil the frenship with didi~~

haha looking forward to the upcoming Amazing race... wonder how will it be like... wanna do some jogging and do my best in it.. coz never really try hard for anything ba...

today went for jazz lesson... love the dance.. so cool... so ger!! wanna hao hao learn jazz for the remaining lesson... hope i can faster xiang tong soon... =p

oh well.... I cannot get to sleep...

wah... living like an unconcious soul... never realise wad is happening around me...The past few days passed so slowly...this is what i have gone through...

1) i will feel very cold and started shivering... this is when i know that fever is back again... put on a jacket had my panadol extra and here i am... my sleeping journey begins...

2) when i am awake, i will be sweating all over... fever had bided me goodbye tempoary... haa i well!! and amazingly this scenario repeated for the past 3 days... gosh i almost think that i be dying off any moment..occasionally, ls n vomit is inevitable =s

Actually i been waiting for zhang lao to appear in front of me... but he never did.. miss him so... guess too long never see him le ba...but well he did drop me some calls =r wonder whether he want to come and find me??

tempted to call yy or yan to pei me go see doctor today de, but well i already 21, such a simple matter i can do it on my own ba.. hence followed my da di and yuan yuan to compasspoint!! saw the doctor... 39degree... had a shock out of me!! fearing that it might be dengue, i am deciding whether to take up the blood test now or two days later... haa... of coz my decision is two days later... the doctor predict that fever is due to sore throat.. n now i feeling so much better... maybe throat not feeling so pain le ba...

so many things happen these few days.....

hmmm sok got reject by sim... and i did nothing to an wei her....however her problem was solved and she is starting school on mon... everything is so wonderful.. sok leng!! u must jia you wor.... one fine day, i too will get my degree de...

Remember SuperBand de Ishi.... he is my hip hop instructor!!! although he had only taught me for two lesson.... but i can remember up to 80 % of what he had taught!! I still remember how badly i wanted to take photos with him... beggin yan yan and xiao xian to pei me... in the end, xiao xian went bathing and yan yan become the photographer... its all end not long ago... in the beginning of may... 3 days ago, he even taught yan to dance...and in today news, he is dead... rumours spread that he was commiting suicide!!! i hope that he didn't... in life, living is the hope and everything can be solved de... this is so shocking... once again cherish those beside you...

fever

sianz down with fever today...throat too feeling very weird.. dun feel like doing anything other than sleeping...have been sleeping for more than 12 hours ba.. n i still feel like lai chuanin ... feel so touched, yy tan offer to deliver food to my house but get rejected by me...looking forward to the pinic this coming sun.. but i have no idea on wad to cook or bring over there...

hmm todae pang sei eileen to go for hip hop dance... to luan to dance le... feeling very sei...i so sorry eileen...

Priority: Earn money
hence decide to stay on to my chem eng le... no more regrets and cannot regret le... hmm jia you jia you ba .. dun like to tink about my job thingy.. making me feel so headache... haha maybe thsi is why i fall sick ba

New direction in L.I.F.E

After thinking for so long, I finally sort out all my thoughts wor... decide to go ahead to study hospitality : major in either food and beverage, hotel management or western culinery... found my dream course in SIM but its very expensive, about 45K.. should i go for it???

Just now had a talk with someone, realise that i have been giving people the idea that i just live a day by a day. This is not something to be proud of... hence decide to make some changes for myself.. hope it works:

1) be more confident of myself and don't care how others look at me
2) puncture ( train my discipline)
3) be more determined (never give up half way... first on the list is to complete my one star in kayak)
4) discover my passion and do something about it

~~ jia you jia you zai jia you~

Chalet

Simply love this pic to bits man... haha this group of people here is one of the most important people in my life.. My 21st birthday chalet make me realise that all along, i am a bei he hu de xiao hua... In the midst of protecting me, some are getting hurt. What have I done ?? I did nothing to protect those people that I cherish.. Its something that is so sad .. Its so much xin fu to be protected.. and i want to protect others too... so one of my birthday wish is to leave this bei he hu de xiao wen shi... i wanna be strong like ah gla protecting her frenz at all cost..

Also feel very xin fu... know that my family love me a lot .. haha my bro even brought me a key knowing that i wanted a key all along ... even without seeing my driving skills, my dad fang xin to let me drive his van.. I feel so happy with all the trust and love they have given me..

Not forgetting my dear dear, thanks so much for everything.. haha yy n yan stop humming yi shou jian dan de ge le... tat is my song k!! I gt a lot a lot of present wor... like tat jiu cannot go shoppin le... so should i be happy or sad ner ??

This is also the first time tat i received 4 watch on my birthday. Tink its because i value time... John wanted me to knw the importance of time and its time i do some self evaluation le.. No time le... hee will start to hao hao sent resume today!!

oh ya did i mention tat i wanted to call myself karei, meaning ke yi de xiang rui haha... inspire by parahurei ( a dance step) but i dun know how to spell...
overall i will stay happy de

" smilez ""

Things to do for my chalet

oh its chalet again....
[ list of things I need to do]

-Plan a surprise for Zhang lao on 7 June
-Plan activities to do on sat ( go hai bian)
-Confirm stayover list on 9 June
-Master driving route ( surprise for Koyak)

hEE HEE did I miss up on anything... Pray hard hard that everyting goes well! This photo brings bac happy memories of chalet. Had a great time at Jian hui chalet. See our beautiful smiles =s haha

Work work work...

Woes....

Today is a very sad day. Once again it proves to me that I cannot be a teacher. I am just too worried that anything will go wrong, and that is why I dun dare to let my new colleague works on her. Now then realise that this is not the right way ba. The others even went to the extend to lead me away by asking me to collect samples. First they asked me to let her do the samples. Then when they could not get the results in time, who do they ask from? To tink that i even extend my last day for another 3 days... All i get is she do not need you ,she can manage on her own... Fine!

So what should I do?? I going to heck care from tomorrow on -.-V
It just doesn't pay to be kind

Now I have no regrets in leaving. I have regrets for extending another 3 days

my first blog

hmmm,

suddenly had the urge to start writing a blog so here i go....

I had this fear that is " burning" inside me wor going to be jobless in like 8 days.. though going to be carefree le but there is still this devil holding on to me... money! so wad should i do after tat ner i will tink carefully ba ! this is where my idea of dreamzinfinity comes about... its time for me to trace my dream so wish me good luck ba...o.O V

looking forward to goin to the salon: Dyeing hair with ah gla jh + eileen who is doin rebonding.. ( a da ji hua to look mei mei for the upcoming chalet !