all along, feel very afraid when people place high hopes on me.
Fear = false evidence appearing real
scare of letting them down, and once i realise it, i choose to give up. =)
not the right way to do thing. not determined enough. i know. and its up to me to change.
recently i have been too absorbed in doing my own stuffs, that basically, neglected the feeling of the people around me. stress is what everyone faces and its up to you how you want to handle them. what seems to be xin fu to me, could be stress for others. all along contented with the feeling of having people to take care of me, and this explains why i like to hun with people older than me. until recently then i feel the urgency to be more independent to take care of myself and my family. heee maybe i grow up le??
talk to sok on msn last night, and realise that what she says is so so true. its so xin fu to have a group of buddy around you, sharing all your joy and unhappiness. =) i glad that i have a group of close friends with me too. Frends Forever
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