hmm feel really bad... making a lot of ppl worry for me.. have been struggling with the work an study issue since few years back...and now this issue still remains unresolve... had a really great time on sat went singing ktv with shawn, Kc, yan n gla... long time nv meet them le.. n i know shawn didi de intention is to make me less sad... touched.. maybe when i xiang tong everything i be happier.. i will try to stay happy n positive... =)
end of the day, money still poses a big problem.. and tats y i couldn't put in all my heart in my work... hee so must do a good job before i quit... can no longer slack ard like tat..
Monday, 31 March 2008
Thursday, 27 March 2008
Give Up
"Give Up" these two words keep on floating in my head.
should i just give up like that.. feeling so sad once more... dun really feel like a Diploma graduate when i am still receiving my fresh graduate pay... unlike the previous jobs, i dun have any sense of job security over here..maybe because of the pay ba... scare of going back to where i started... counting the every cent i have and making that i have enough to spend for the rest of the month.. this few weeks, been asking myself "do i really want all these?".. the perks of seeing stars, the joy of seeing various events
i am really afraid... every step is taken with such caution that i don't even know whether i doing the correct stuffs, having to struggle finacially all over again ... xiang study.. study together with the rest of koyaks... so actually dun really care wad i want to study as long as i get the degree.. guess wad i really want is the degree pay ba...
i dun wan to give up and i dun wan to end up getting wounded all over... tire of coming up with all sorts of excuses to psycho myself..
but i dun wan to end.....
this is life isn't it...
should i just give up like that.. feeling so sad once more... dun really feel like a Diploma graduate when i am still receiving my fresh graduate pay... unlike the previous jobs, i dun have any sense of job security over here..maybe because of the pay ba... scare of going back to where i started... counting the every cent i have and making that i have enough to spend for the rest of the month.. this few weeks, been asking myself "do i really want all these?".. the perks of seeing stars, the joy of seeing various events
i am really afraid... every step is taken with such caution that i don't even know whether i doing the correct stuffs, having to struggle finacially all over again ... xiang study.. study together with the rest of koyaks... so actually dun really care wad i want to study as long as i get the degree.. guess wad i really want is the degree pay ba...
i dun wan to give up and i dun wan to end up getting wounded all over... tire of coming up with all sorts of excuses to psycho myself..
but i dun wan to end.....
this is life isn't it...
Monday, 24 March 2008
Enlightenment by a 88 nian xiao di
the sad thing about this job is that i cannot treat the people here like how i treat my frens in NSC... happy de shi receive sms from them asking how am i doin... feelin very an wei and i really miss them... In there I am really myself, can be the small little girl " hey- yo-in" around the office... no need to care about xing xiang n everything .. n more importantly i know that they treat me with zhen xin.. hmmm I LOVE NSC wah haha
somehow in this place, i feel so ge ge bu lu.. trying my best to be composed and not look like a little kid...well its the route that i have chosen so must bear the consequences ... wanna see a very calm me... no matter what happens i will still face with cOnfident.. shh that my ultimate motive in Essential...
oh ya talking about the xiao di.. " you never know until you try... you wun regret when you try" haha the same words that i used to push myself is actually repeated by him... shocked me... but somehow when another person said the same stuffs, you feel much secured and somehow I have more confident in what i am doing...
Thanks Joel... haha think you never know what you say will mean so much ba
After the talk with zhong bao bao, being to feel so much more motivated... everyone has to face their problems and i am ready to go.. chIOng ar...
somehow in this place, i feel so ge ge bu lu.. trying my best to be composed and not look like a little kid...well its the route that i have chosen so must bear the consequences ... wanna see a very calm me... no matter what happens i will still face with cOnfident.. shh that my ultimate motive in Essential...
oh ya talking about the xiao di.. " you never know until you try... you wun regret when you try" haha the same words that i used to push myself is actually repeated by him... shocked me... but somehow when another person said the same stuffs, you feel much secured and somehow I have more confident in what i am doing...
Thanks Joel... haha think you never know what you say will mean so much ba
After the talk with zhong bao bao, being to feel so much more motivated... everyone has to face their problems and i am ready to go.. chIOng ar...
Sunday, 23 March 2008
Second Event -Oosh
Finally finish the event @ oosh... never really help much but i saw Jamie Yeo she look like Jolin Tsai ! Thin thin de with big eyes... learnt a few DJ tricks from the Oosh Uncle, Rahim. My role for that day is simply to screen the few minutes launch of Sony Ericsson z 770i mobile, a cool web phone... Also discovered the big secret.. Why all of us have a Sony Ericsson Mobile phone.. coz other brands of phone cannt be used for the occasion...
Forget to take a photo with Jamie... sianz... must wait for the next time... must psycho my boss to invite Bryan Wong as the emcee.. yin wei I like him wah haha..
Forget to take a photo with Jamie... sianz... must wait for the next time... must psycho my boss to invite Bryan Wong as the emcee.. yin wei I like him wah haha..
Monday, 17 March 2008
Finished my proposal
yay... finally finished my proposal... preparing to go to sleep le... hee being to luv my job le... but feelin a bit bad coz cannt think of anything during the meeting earlier... Hope my boss is impress with the edited proposal.. will go and read thru the pro proposal.. man goin to work more on this... counting down to wed oosh.. tell boss i want to tag along??
Thursday, 13 March 2008
Oosh Restaurant
Well working on the timeline for thurday event, i discover....
Interestings stuffs from Oosh
Serving an eclectic mix of Western-European dishes, the food it offers is as unique as its name.
read on..
Honey, we need to talk .....
BREAK UP
The line - ‘I think it’s time we start seeing other people.’
Translation ‘You’re a bad kisser.’
The place When you’re ready to cool things off, the -15 degree Celsius surroundings of Bar CoCoon should help set the mood. The frozen vodka shots ($15 each) will no doubt enable you with dumper’s Dutch courage and dull the dumpee’s pain.
How it could all go Pete Tong She could choose that night to go bra-less and the sight of her ‘headlights’ might make you think twice. Also, ice is slippery when wet, so make sure there’s no shoving.
The line - ‘I love you, but I’m not in love with you.’
Translation ‘You don’t complete me.’
The place Oosh’s green surroundings, tucked away trellises and total lack of service ensure you’ll have the adequate privacy to deliver the bad news. Utilise the clueless wait-staff as convenient whipping boys and the thick foliage for camouflage, should you require a quick getaway. Word to the wise: tip the valet beforehand to keep your engine running.
How it could all go Pete Tong The bad service may just rob you of any patience to call things off and the two of you could rekindle the fire by bonding over shared ire.
The line - ‘I’m seeing someone else…’
Translation ‘I’m a bastard/bitch.’ The place Yes, you are a jerk, but don’t have to be when you’re already twisting the knife into his or her broken heart.
The dark surroundings of Attica Too will help make his or her mortified face less visible (and ease your shame), and the up-for-anything crowd means it would be all too easy for your ex to find an immediate replacement for your sorry ass.
How it could all go Pete Tong Hmm… a look around at the random hook-ups in the corner (and everywhere else) may put you off the notion of dating again. Also, the joke may end up being on you if your ex goes home with some stunning model or suave banker. Ouch.
The line - ‘It’s not you, it’s me.’
Translation ‘We have zero chemistry.’ The place Having no spark doesn’t mean you can’t have fun together; it just means you might not be making out any time soon. Still, it’s a blow to the ego, so let the other one down easy by delivering the ‘You need directions to my G-spot’ speech in the loud, raucous environs of The Pump Room. The loud music and jam-packed space also means you might not need to say much to get your message across.
How it could all go Pete Tong The fun atmosphere and speedy arrival of decently strong drinks might see you two in a compromising position by the end of the night.
MAKE UP
The line - ‘I want to see you exclusively.’ Translation ‘Will you be my boyfriend/ girlfriend?’
The place The unpretentious Indian restaurant-cum-bar, The Mango Tree, is perfect for that casual discussion of taking things to the next stage. The Indian link also hints at a Bollywood romance waiting to happen, and the seaside location means you can both go for a moonlit stroll on the boardwalk afterward.
How it could all go Pete Tong Those with delicate stomachs may not do so well with the curry-and-beer combo. You might not get to accomplish your goal if your precious suddenly has to rush home to do an emergency number two. Oh, and there’s also that tricky issue of flatulence.
The line - ‘You’re very special to me.’
Translation ‘I’m sorry I forgot our anniversary.’
The place il Lido Lounge Bar is privy to a panoramic view of the South China Sea. Combine a stunning sunset with 1-for-1 bubbly deals, and you’ve got poetry in motion.
How it could all go Pete Tong Beautiful surroundings are also ideal places for epiphanies. You have to be certain that your partner is on the same page as you, or the ultra-romantic setting may induce a panic attack, and fi nd you shipwrecked.
The line - ‘Shall we meet for drinks after work?’
Translation ‘I want to date you, but I’m too shy!’
The place Tucked away on Boon Tat Street, Hyacinth is the newest watering hole to sprout up in the CBD area. Decorated in calm, Zen-like white and green hues, it is the perfect setting for the all-important (and always awkward) first not-adate date. There’s also a menu of light nibbles to go along with the booze, so you don’t accidentally get sloshed and make an arse of yourself.
How it could all go Pete Tong If there is chemistry between the two of you, a first date-date is almost assured. If there isn’t a spark, you’re likely to go from cosy-to-claustrophobic in less time than you can say, ‘Cheque, please!’
by Charlene Fang
Interestings stuffs from Oosh
Serving an eclectic mix of Western-European dishes, the food it offers is as unique as its name.
read on..
Honey, we need to talk .....
BREAK UPThe line - ‘I think it’s time we start seeing other people.’
Translation ‘You’re a bad kisser.’
The place When you’re ready to cool things off, the -15 degree Celsius surroundings of Bar CoCoon should help set the mood. The frozen vodka shots ($15 each) will no doubt enable you with dumper’s Dutch courage and dull the dumpee’s pain.
How it could all go Pete Tong She could choose that night to go bra-less and the sight of her ‘headlights’ might make you think twice. Also, ice is slippery when wet, so make sure there’s no shoving.
The line - ‘I love you, but I’m not in love with you.’
Translation ‘You don’t complete me.’
The place Oosh’s green surroundings, tucked away trellises and total lack of service ensure you’ll have the adequate privacy to deliver the bad news. Utilise the clueless wait-staff as convenient whipping boys and the thick foliage for camouflage, should you require a quick getaway. Word to the wise: tip the valet beforehand to keep your engine running.
How it could all go Pete Tong The bad service may just rob you of any patience to call things off and the two of you could rekindle the fire by bonding over shared ire.
The line - ‘I’m seeing someone else…’
Translation ‘I’m a bastard/bitch.’ The place Yes, you are a jerk, but don’t have to be when you’re already twisting the knife into his or her broken heart.
The dark surroundings of Attica Too will help make his or her mortified face less visible (and ease your shame), and the up-for-anything crowd means it would be all too easy for your ex to find an immediate replacement for your sorry ass.
How it could all go Pete Tong Hmm… a look around at the random hook-ups in the corner (and everywhere else) may put you off the notion of dating again. Also, the joke may end up being on you if your ex goes home with some stunning model or suave banker. Ouch.
The line - ‘It’s not you, it’s me.’
Translation ‘We have zero chemistry.’ The place Having no spark doesn’t mean you can’t have fun together; it just means you might not be making out any time soon. Still, it’s a blow to the ego, so let the other one down easy by delivering the ‘You need directions to my G-spot’ speech in the loud, raucous environs of The Pump Room. The loud music and jam-packed space also means you might not need to say much to get your message across.
How it could all go Pete Tong The fun atmosphere and speedy arrival of decently strong drinks might see you two in a compromising position by the end of the night.
MAKE UP
The line - ‘I want to see you exclusively.’ Translation ‘Will you be my boyfriend/ girlfriend?’
The place The unpretentious Indian restaurant-cum-bar, The Mango Tree, is perfect for that casual discussion of taking things to the next stage. The Indian link also hints at a Bollywood romance waiting to happen, and the seaside location means you can both go for a moonlit stroll on the boardwalk afterward.
How it could all go Pete Tong Those with delicate stomachs may not do so well with the curry-and-beer combo. You might not get to accomplish your goal if your precious suddenly has to rush home to do an emergency number two. Oh, and there’s also that tricky issue of flatulence.
The line - ‘You’re very special to me.’
Translation ‘I’m sorry I forgot our anniversary.’
The place il Lido Lounge Bar is privy to a panoramic view of the South China Sea. Combine a stunning sunset with 1-for-1 bubbly deals, and you’ve got poetry in motion.
How it could all go Pete Tong Beautiful surroundings are also ideal places for epiphanies. You have to be certain that your partner is on the same page as you, or the ultra-romantic setting may induce a panic attack, and fi nd you shipwrecked.
The line - ‘Shall we meet for drinks after work?’
Translation ‘I want to date you, but I’m too shy!’
The place Tucked away on Boon Tat Street, Hyacinth is the newest watering hole to sprout up in the CBD area. Decorated in calm, Zen-like white and green hues, it is the perfect setting for the all-important (and always awkward) first not-adate date. There’s also a menu of light nibbles to go along with the booze, so you don’t accidentally get sloshed and make an arse of yourself.
How it could all go Pete Tong If there is chemistry between the two of you, a first date-date is almost assured. If there isn’t a spark, you’re likely to go from cosy-to-claustrophobic in less time than you can say, ‘Cheque, please!’
by Charlene Fang
should i let it go??
Sounds so tempting.. having someone proposed to train up you to write up professional proposal and doing up graphic designs for the presentation.. training me to take up accounts, LG and OCBC.. so cool right something I aim to do for... i am tempted! so tempted that i almost say yes to everything...
but the cons are 7 days annual leave, 14 days mc... these are all the benefits.. my ot even have to split to (50 : 50) 1.5hr ot pay :time off... i hear le jiu feel very wei qu... maybe that is the pros of working in a MNC >.< yesh.. going to find a MNC company to work for! think if i work also cannot work long ba... so afraid t go back to the first poor me..
went for my first coordinating event yesterday 12-03-08 at the Marriot Hotel.. HSBC insurance night...event started at 600pm but we were there at 1pm.. preparing all the logistics and stuffs.. exciting! saw my tp chem eng senior also... and Abageil suppose to be spelled like tat?? she even wanted to treat me eat!! =p so happy... but very shag!end up reach home at 0030am...
but the cons are 7 days annual leave, 14 days mc... these are all the benefits.. my ot even have to split to (50 : 50) 1.5hr ot pay :time off... i hear le jiu feel very wei qu... maybe that is the pros of working in a MNC >.< yesh.. going to find a MNC company to work for! think if i work also cannot work long ba... so afraid t go back to the first poor me..
went for my first coordinating event yesterday 12-03-08 at the Marriot Hotel.. HSBC insurance night...event started at 600pm but we were there at 1pm.. preparing all the logistics and stuffs.. exciting! saw my tp chem eng senior also... and Abageil suppose to be spelled like tat?? she even wanted to treat me eat!! =p so happy... but very shag!end up reach home at 0030am...
Sunday, 9 March 2008
ACS Independent Concert
Finally get to watch my death note.... thanks kel gege ... haha really enjoy myself coz i dying to watch the show... ended up catching the very last train home... scary... in my mind keep on calculating the taxi fare -_-"" can't deny that its a very good show.. shock too.. movie ticket cost 10 bucks during weekend... in the future must go malaysia watch movie.. song xian sheng say it cost $ 3.50 !! What a great diff
So happy to have an accompany to watch charity concert ' Wish Upon a Star' with me at ACS Independent... hmm the concert quite nice like super band plus its super entertaining ... except that they were much younger... the last part ended up with dance from High School Musical... overall had a fun night...
tomorrow going interview again... so scare of getting rejected again! the bigger we are, the more worries we have???
So happy to have an accompany to watch charity concert ' Wish Upon a Star' with me at ACS Independent... hmm the concert quite nice like super band plus its super entertaining ... except that they were much younger... the last part ended up with dance from High School Musical... overall had a fun night...
tomorrow going interview again... so scare of getting rejected again! the bigger we are, the more worries we have???
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