Thursday, 31 July 2008

Light

From someone i respected, eric. I am really touched.

"Clouds cannot cover all the light from the sun, no matter how heavy they are.
Positive is not always covered.
you always see light before you see clouds
Nobody likes to look at clouds, they look at the sun, moon or stars
Coz they are the light
I hope you be someone's star or moon"

At times, we have our up and downs, and i really hope there is this day that i can really light up someone life. I tend to run away from problems, without actually focusing on the solutions. No longer want to run, wanna face the reality.

Plan for the good days ahead =)

People shows their care and concern in various ways. Look more on the brighter sides and everything will be brighten up.

Wednesday, 30 July 2008

Glad

i just glad that i know you guys from JAH ... for once not regretting the choice i made.. thanks for all the encouragement and to pei wo go thru all the feng feng yu yu...
promise myself not to give up half way =) wo hui gai bian zi ji de.

Tuesday, 29 July 2008

Conversation with God.

Saw this on my a friend's post. funny + meaningful~~ always look things on the positive side...

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time.
Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction.. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me'. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear.. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Friday, 25 July 2008

Plaza Singapura and Bugis


Cute sok leng with the super shuai jin cheng wu~~


Was just complaining that it been a long time that i watched the last movie, and law of attraction works. I watched two movies this week both at PS.


Watched The dark knight with adeline, jeff and rayn on monday. Nice..


Up next will be the most anticipated Red Cliff. Me and sok occupy the whole second row, will be getting the tics earlier next time. Lucky still got tickets left for us. Predicted name for Part II should be The Battle at Red Cliff: Ci bi zhi zhan wah haha..



Awaited outing with Jia Lun and kel

Bugis : At mos burger posing~~



After a long two months time, finally met up with jia lun and kel yong.. had our dinner at mos burger.. expensive ~~ a set cost around 7 plus le.. maybe i too long never went there le. After dinner went arcade and play some balls throwing game. had fun!! look forward to the next outing..



This is the first time that i realise that no matter what i do, my parents are always behind me without fail. Feel so loved and touched. I will not give up de.












Sunday, 20 July 2008

Determined

Begin to see the same old me again. Filled with excuses. Late for the third time this week-_-"" hmm actually feel very guilty that i was late for ah gla birthday, somemore late for the second time for his week le. have our dinner at cafe cartel, cream macoroni not bad, but got garlic taste. i dun like. after that have a KTV session at Joo Seng KTV. =) have fun. long time nv see koyak le. coming next, yy and eileen birthday.

will try my utmost best not to be late again. First goal after PSC, i will not be late again! i can do it !

saw yy tan blog, and here i am, determined to have a more positive blog, no more doing things half heartedly le. no more indulging in self pity.

July 2009 -Koyak oversea trip. Hong Kong transits to Taiwan. Exciting!
must start planning le. hopefully can save enough money.

Monday, 14 July 2008

13 July 2008- marks the new beginning

风筝的线断了...
风筝自由了
我笑了

For my whole life, there is not much thing for me to be proud off except for my PSLE results because I really put in the effort to work. But at this very moment, I am so proud of myself from graduating from PSC. And i never realise that success is especially sweet when you put in 100% of the effort and see the results. Really appreciate ah zhang and sok leng for attending my graduation!! chao gan dong~

Reach home le, ran to my mama and hug her. I couldn't stop myself from telling her that," mama wo hao ai ni". When is the last time you sit down and have a talk with you mother? Tell her you love her too. Live everyday like its the last day. Looking back, i regretted the life that i am having. I been too absorbed in my own world that i never ever take a step back and look at my family. What am i doing?

Waiting does not get you anywhere. Believe in yourself and seize every given opportunity. Once its gone, you can never bring it back.