Saturday, 31 May 2008

change is the only constant in this universe

I changed.

I knew it and I could feel it.

You won't know whether the change is good or bad till you see the ultimate results.

Don't wish to see anyone hurt or upset because of me. Don't let my problem be part of you. I happy that you cares. If you are hurt, I rather you are kept in the dark. I am happy when you are happy so please don't ever be sad because of me. Its not what i want to see.


Now i finally understand how you feel, you only want me to be happy =)
i will be happy de.

Thursday, 29 May 2008

The Secret

Finished watching The Secret.

The show is astonishing, and from there you will realise that anything that you want you will be given. Unbelivable right.

Highlight of the show is the part on the Law of Attraction. The way you things affect what you attract. I wanted to go to Hong Kong so badly that I even went to library to borrow Hong Kong Travel Guide. And without any plan, I am back from Hong Kong.

Law of Attraction
1. Ask
2. Visualise
3. Received
It's as simple as that.

If there is a chance, go watch the show online. You definitely see another aspect of life. Count on gratitude and more importantly, stay positive =)

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

Other places



Dun remember what is this place called. But its famous with
the golden flower.





Sampan rides along river near Aberdeen. Their river is not like
Singapore River, there are yatch, and even Jambo River Restaurant.





Jimei Clubhouse. Chio. Heard they say can see stars here.



Xing Guang Da Dao. Battery no batt le sob

Never take photos of the shou zhang.

The Peak, Hong Kong Most Popular Attraction

View of The Peak

The Peak Lookout Restaurant. served as a worksite during construction
of The Peak Tramline, a private and public sedan chair shelter in 1901.
Transformed into famous restaurant in 1947.







Vintage tram is Hong Kong Tourism Board Visitor Centre. Cool !

Proceed on to
Madame Tussauds





Highlight of the trip is
take photo with Jay Chou ~~

Well known physican Albert Einstein with his mass energy equivalence,
E= mc2


Rayn with Gu Ju Ji



Little Mozart





Look ! Picaso




omg!! yao ming is tall !

yang qian hua. she will giggle when you say,

" ni hao leng (cantanese)"

Lee Xiao Long



Hi I am James. James Bond


Hwa Zai. I look so short. Shuai dai le.






Eh i dun know who is he. but just take.
Pak Yong Har??




Beckham. Reminds me of maggie.









If not wrong, should be yang zi qiong





Zhang Guo Rong








history lesson with hilter.








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Hong Kong Trip




At terminal 3, waiting patiently for my flight to arrived @6am.
Time now mid night. Excited !!

The 3 guys: Rayn. Renting. oops forget his name le.
My kaki for the trip. Note: My sleeping kaki is a girl. Pauline


Hong Kong Airport. Look like terminal 3.



tomato soup. wanna take all the photos end up busy eating =_=


Rayn and me. On a coach. Shag.









Monday, 19 May 2008

Pergarang, Malaysia

Thanks to De Wei, I have fun during the stay in Pergarang.

Took a bumer boat from Changi Village. Super long queue because the next day is a holiday. But the strange thing is De Wei they all actually have ways to cut queue. Initiately feel kinda weird following his family members on a holiday short trip.

Greatful that he did not mind me being the light bulb. feel so xin fu that i still have a lot of great friends around me. I feel so much better le. zhen de. Saw how close his family is and unevitably i envy him. Haha. Saw how much he has changed over the past one year. From somene who knows nuts on computer and English to someone who is proficient in them. He has really work hard. He got two super cute cousins. One call didi, gentle boy who smiles at everyone. Love him to bits. Hearing the dream of going oxford university from the mouth of a 11 year old kid is a shock to me. Dream can really keep a person perservere to the very end.

Back to Pergarang, we went to ostrich farm. Saw hundreds of them from one day old small ostrich to a few years old one. The ostrich egg looks like dinosaur egg. Big enough for ten people to have their meal on. More importantly, its low in cholesterol. If i am not wrong, ratio of egg white to egg yolk is 1 :3. =) Inside the farm, there is also this polished chicken, aka huai dan. The moment you call huai dan, the chicken will 裝死. Learn a very powerful lesson of not trying to be funny. Monkey is really a brillant creature. De wei and his cousin try to kick sand into the caged monkey. Silently the little monkey reach his hand out of the cage to grab sand. He try to throw the sand at us. Cannot imagine right! Smart monkey.

Lucky for us, the pasam malam is open for us. Shopping spree. There is always pasam malam on the 4th and 18th on every month. The pasam malam is a very big one. One whole stretch of stalls. Love their pancakes super nice.

Wash my hair there and cut my fringe. Now i have short fringe -_-". All for 12 RM. Cheap sia. Wash plus massage last around 1/2 hour. Content.

But then again. I am super down on my luck. Play what will lose what. Imagine I play in between from 3 to K. I can get out of the range you know. End up lose all my malaysia RM. But not much. Have a great deal of fun.

Deep down, thanks so much De wei.

Saturday, 17 May 2008

Facts of Life

Advise from Song Xian Shen...

"Actually, I believed that our lives are defined by moments. Moments when things happen, good or bad, you will discover for yourself, what you stand for and what you stand against.
When you moved from one company to another company, you will learn loh. hahaahhahh not every boss is as good as us leh, hahah just joking lah. Don't be too close to your colleagues in the beginning and don't treat everyone as your friend. Work is still work. Once you crossed that line, its harder to come back. Its not that you shouldn't be yourself, you could probably be just 50% of yourself first. If you enjoy the work but have disgusting boss and environment, Im sure you won't work long there either. I read that Happiness at work is defined by 3 things. First is 'Passion', second is 'Skills and competencies', that is are you learning something you like, that makes you happy and fulfilled' and third is 'economic viability' means salary the intersection of these three things will give you happiness at work. So even if you like your job but money is bad, you won't be happy OR salary and bosses environment are good but you don't like what you are doing (maybe when you are working with us), you won't be happy also so you need to find out what makes you tick. But im very very sure, money is not everything. Of course the salary cannot be too low lah. "

heh actually i got terminated by my boss from EV. Experience a lot of stuffs, the other side of human beings. a very dark side which I never experience in my previous job. If there is a chance, i will vote this as the worst working environment. BUT i glad i have the courage not to sign the contract. imagine workin in a workplace where people eavedrop wad u are talking and telling all that to the boss. the boss will then tao the words out of you. I dread going to work. should have heeded gla advise in the first place. and now i know why the turnover rate of the company is high.not being smart enough, i confronted my boss straight in the face telling him that he is lying. i did not know that he was angry until the very next day. learn how to protect myself more. not wasting my 2.5 months in the company though. i learn something that can last me for a lifetime. a verbal consent is no diff with in black and white. No more contract job in the future of my working life.

gan dong that song xian sheng never give up on me, sending me the above offline message. i see truth in them. the working world is not as good as i thought. sadly, i still haven grow much. will work harder next time de.

Monday, 5 May 2008

in need of direction

in only 2 months time i realise that i actually went thru a lot a lot.... haha been stressing that i wanna grow up and ah ha i landed in this company... in a way i asked for it and maybe god really give u wadever u ask..

saw how my boss do business.. saw for myself how they marked up the price.. how they earn money thru every transaction... saw how my colleague got terminated just like tat (no ren qing no nothing) up till a point of time, i dun even know whether i should believe my boss and even my colleague... xiao li chang dao.. maybe this is the real working life ... couldn't take it le but still had the urge to see how far can i go... 2 months le cannot just stop like that right.. -_-" but i feel like giving up le..

learn a very important lesson of giving people chances.. give myself one last chance to c how thing goes... cannot give up so easily... must jia you...

Highlight of today is free ticket to watch ironman. I am damn happy lor.. so long nv get free freebies le... wah hahaits a must watch show.. frankly speaking i wun mind watchin twice.. the action and the design of the mobile suit kept my eyes on the screen at all times. i am really impressed by the whole show.. =)

zhao dao le

空气里躲着什么 有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你 你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么 好象变得很不同
站在你身边 这一切都很宽阔
我还在等着你 静静的爱我
只要有你陪我 静静的就足够
你也在等着我 静静的温柔
就这样手牵手 静静的看着天空
心里面藏着什么 你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦 也就是你的梦
纸条上写了什么 我好想要听你说
让字字句句 充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你 静静的爱我
只要有你陪我 静静的就足够
你也在等着我 静静的温柔
就这样手牵手 静静的看着天空
永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花是我们的拥有
我还在等着你 静静的爱我
只要有你陪我 静静的就足够
你也在等着我 静静的温柔
就这样手牵手 静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手 是最简单的梦