job hunt again

hmmm long time never blog le... been thinking of lots stuffs lately and fa xian that actually for these few months keep on fa xiao jie pi qi... reach le wu ke qiu yao de level le...

determination is what i lacking... when there an obstacle ahead i will take another route to go thru... another shuo fa jiu shi fang qi... been asking myself how cum i so easy fang qi things... isit there anything that matters to me??? so what have i been doin all these while...

just finish 3/4 part of my work and i getting so tire of it... symtoms of fang qi... tat right!! think that i chi bu qi ku just like some other kind of da xiao jie.... hence resolution is to help out in houseworks... maybe i becum less lazy this way....

zuo chu qu yi ding hui you lu... no more jia you for zi ji le... action speaks louder than words... have enough reminder that i goin to shi ye le... will ji ji job de...

Ooozing during meeting

todae i am suppose to attend a so-call training session in the AA- meeting room... couldn't believe it... the chair in the room was so well constructed that you will feel sleepy the moment you sat on it!! 100% comfortable...



hee so happy... Zhang lao gives me a 50 bucks Skin Food Voucher... which i have spend away le... den at the same time i won a 20 bucks Royal Sporting House Voucher from the company through the appreciate messages contest... haha thanks to Cheng Luan who spend so much effort to teach me bake a cake.. think she the only one who fetched a lot of appreciation messages... she really very shan liang... dun even mind putting in the extra effort to help a person.. she my ou xiang... hee they looking for creativity in the messages... this means that there are still some genes of creativity in me .. lol o.O' V heee feeling so lucky this week...



Back from Pulau Semakau on Friday, 23 Nov. It is Singapore only landfill that is situated offshore. A 7 km perimeter rock bund was built to enclose a part of the sea off between Pulau Semakau and Pulau Sekang, hence it looks like a U shape. A briefing was conducted before we board a bus half- round the 'island'. Cool as you are under the sun sight- seeing during office hours ... wah haha seriously the place is peaceful, though its a dumping ground, part of the area are designed for recreational activities like sport fishing... if there is another chance, will want to go back again... According to the working personal over there, if we want to go on our own, we will need to book the entire ferry to fetch us over there... the price is not cheap wor.. like 1000 odds for the feery trip... fun!! boarded the ferry from the ferry terminal near Pasir Panjang.


edge of Semakau

The next day, force my lazy body off my cosy bed. Pack my back to go to Pulau Ubin... Excited!! First time join Zhang lao to work.. bringing a bunch of TP adventure club guys to racee .. Learn a lot of stuffs... n the basic instinct" almost everything on the island can be eaten" heee we pluck wild kang kong and even tried to break open the sea almond that can be found along the coastline... without realising, it brought me back to the OBS times... its so back to basic ... try my utmost best to ride the bicyle.. bike too high , i need to jump fortunately later can go back and change the bike... if not i confirm die there... Highlight of the day is the dinner whipped up by Terrace... cannot imagine right, the way he cooks machim like the zhu chao in Singapore... he even brought a lot of spices along... Cooked Tomyam soup with our self- pluck clams. Haiz and this is how i lost my sung glass... think i tripped and the sunglass disappear into the sea... the gruesome part is that i need to bathe with yellow water... mama i want to go home.. overall its a great experience....

heh so gian blogging... that i cannot stop here....

this friday going to my cousin wedding... brought a mei mei bedsheet for her... and a black silky nighties... hope she likes it.. xin fen...

facing the REALITY

hmmm reality is cruel and i am not as great as i think...

receive the call that will make my heart beats from time to time... i am really not that capable to receive the 2K.... haiz feeling a bit disappointed but predicted it anyway since they never call back....

will stay in NSC till the end of contract zai see how things goes... tired from all the days of thinking.. makes my head big....

looking forward to my company trip on friday to Escape Theme Park .. let me enjoy myself for the time being!!

RICH dad POOR dad

those who knows me well enough knows that i the kind of person who never touch any books... well today things are not the same !! stepping into NSC made me realise that i am too ignorant of a lot of stuffs that is going on around me ANd with that i try to force myself to read...

like to recommend this book , RICH dad POOR dad, a book that will make you realise that you cannot live like that depending on your paycheque to pay all your expenses... no matter how much you earn, you still will think that you are not earning enough which is what i am currently going through... up by 200 in salary and plus the tuition fees that i earn, how cum i am still broke at the end of the month...

this book is really useful, you dun have to believe everything its says all you need is to think them through ... and this is y its helps ba

so ...

ENJOY =p

just a little more thoughts

On hearing so much views about everything, I must say that I really do not have much aspirations in life... yy tan was right, being an employer or friend would not employ me... but well he right afterall... serving me right for job hopping as always...

well i made my own decision and no matters what happens, i will work hard!! from my supervisor, found out my good point : i am willing to learn ah ha... what a comment!! but i please to learn that...

hence, jia you jia you zai jia you!!

The chose between 2 to-your-favour Situations

Firstly this piece of news made me lose a night of sleep...

situation A, my colleague is leaving at the end of NOV and i will becum the senior lab tech in the lab le... so career advancement will be greater and my boss even say there there is a possibility of becoming a chemist if i reach the requirement... everything seems so wonderful right and i am even motivated to work harder as both of them had a greater expectation of me...

situation B, my ex- temp company decided to buy my contract over and employed with a super high pay of 2K !! Condition is that i will need to tender my resignation latest by next mon when everything is confirmed... Careeer advancement wise, a database administration with 2 yrs of experience can earn up to 3.5K to 4.7 K .. tempting in terms of monetary...


if i leave like that, reputation will be bad, and it be harder than ever if the next job or rather next next job is a contract job.. Is money more important than loyality??? Well i like my present company a lot!! that is why i am so fan nao... hence whatever step that i am goin to take, will affect a lot on my future... hope there is no regrets...

a little time off

too many things to do and too little time.... wah haha recently feel so stressed up about my work... a bit dun know wad i am doing.... recently had a good talk with my bosses and found out that i behave like a child which is so sad =s.. all along thought that as long as i complete my task, i can do wadever i wan... but this is not the case... when they ask me this " would i employ someone who is complacent in where he is or would i employ someone who aspire to have a better propects?" hmm i still very lost wor.... wanna study for interest seek BUT was so afraid to take the first step... should i wait longer, i may lose the interest to study!! Lol... its time i set a goal for myself le... all along had been working without aspiration so i must jia you and made sure that i am pro enough to represent the department to go abroad and work...

Just finished eating an apple pie from Cheng Luan... Yum yum... this 2 weeks i have been eating free lunch !! so super happy... feel so xin fu at work... =p there are so many more things beside work happening in here!! Badminton tournament coming soon... Tomorrow is the BIG day le... and I am the reserve waH haha .. so excited its my first time to attend a badminton match and to be one of the player but i haf to leave at 6 pm a bit sianz... cannot join the rest of them for dinner....

too shag.. den haf attitude problem.. towards anyone who step on my tail ba... so easily irritated ... think these few weeks have pissed zhang lao off ba... bu shi gu yi de... BUT ming zhi dao he will angry and sad de hua, i still will like tat sae out.... should sae tat i deserve it to be feeling guilty ba heh ... sooner or later will pissed everyone off ______________________