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advanced spring cleaning

2009-12-08T02:09:00.002+08:00

wooo wooo started spring cleaning so that my room will look less messy... threw away lot of stuffs and guess that the way to go... less stuff = less messy....

i saw lot of cards and letters.. and realises there are many that i put away and conveniently forget to reply after tt... hmmm i will make it up this christmas lol...so touched when i see them...

spring cleaning is good... working hard to have a nice room ....

Work work and more work...

2009-11-19T17:49:00.002+08:00

Been working liek a cow for 6 days plus todays... kinda screw up the previous two to three days.. think im shagged ...damn shagged to the extent... no more OT please... hahhaa

Life isn't all about money ... so should add some fun stuffs inside m daily routine... alrighty.. bowling on mon yatta.... even though i dun knw how to play just join in and have fun,, i dun care.... hahah i nid a break... dec coming christmas coming... and heng...i got no work on christmas.... hahha

ps: looking forward to the long weekend... chill relax do nothing... hahhaha ok do something...

Mayday 笑忘歌

2009-11-04T01:59:00.003+08:00

Was listening to Mayday Latest concert album online.. and happen to hear this song, 笑忘歌... and this simply hit me, no matter how many ups and down i have go thru, i still have my frens at my side... simply xin fu ^^ ~~~

been feeling lucky lately... won a laptop cum printer at my company dinner and dance.. lol FIRST prize wah hahhahaha.... =) have rested more than enough during company SDM, shut down and maintainence... the initial 3 night shift were like hell man... so many start up samples, 2 hourly somemore... so basically work round the clock for 12 hours... but this is nothing compare to zhimin, he been working for consecutive 7 days... someone once told me, u gain something, u will lose something... and in this case, he earn money ba... still ya miss him ... heee at least gt chance to meet him up for breakfast.. so still consider quite lucky~~

After speaking for so long~~ i finally get to go to night safari... thanks heidi !!! for accompanyin me man... its was so fun... hahahah was screaming and laughing at the same time... so funny man... it was raining quite heavily that day.. but hang, the rain stop at around 11pm... so we have a chance to take a ride to The Never Land... Highlight of the trip

Think i too free le.. lately try to organise some gathering ... Everyone is busy with their own stuffs... James say this shows that we grow up le... true also....will this be the case when i start school??? sort of feel scare but looking quite forward to it .. Hope that day comes quickly... =)

and for now, i will enjoy as much as i can ---

Counting down to Bangkok trip and maybe to aformosa before that... yatta... working rox.... can go holiday ~~

Weekend Getaway @ Batam

2009-10-13T12:18:00.002+08:00

Been having so much fun in Batam... that i dreaded coming back... hahah kinda love the slow pace environment there~~ totally stressfree... can nua as much as i want and play as much as i want.. kudos to my cousin Nina, who play such a good host.... simply love her frens man, they are like so funny and outspoken.. love them to bits though they are all xiao di and xiao mei...

Not to mention guys there are so gentlemen. The two didi drive honda, in short motor bike to sent us back... the thing is, they never drop us and leave immediately. They waited for us to lock the door and walk up the stairs before they leave... im like so impress man... coz they are younger!!!! haha

PLannned to come back on sunday... Because of Vodka Rock, i pushed back the departure. (nid at lest 2 nights den can buy liquor at DFS""") i a sucker for bottles... not liquor !!!! hahhaha

later tt night went work Overtime with MElvin... hahhaa so fun.. watched DEATH Race.. its a great show with unexpected ending... overall 5 star movie *****

ps: LOoking forward to Dinner and Dance on this saturday =P haiz, i miss zhiming farewell dinner again..

Bangkok Trip

2009-10-09T03:39:00.003+08:00

Weee weee... ah zhang confirmed with me that she be going with me to Bangkok !!!!! i getting so excited that i can hardly bring myself to bed... oh wells, will just reach for dawn to be here... no point sleeping anyway. should be quite fun with melvin, xiao di and shawn hahah plus my sup li peng... must lian luo gan qing ~~~ though a bit weird huh... hahaha

recently found back a link with my pri sch frens.... thanks to faceboook we track back almost all the ppl ... except for one... indian fren... frankly speaking, i dun haf much memory of him... think i too anti social back them... the shocking part is tt he committed suicide like 2 yrs back... stunt.... make me realises how vulnerable life is... and i really this glad that we are one more time connected...

maybe people come and go.. but no matter wad i glad to gave all these ppl in my life... speaking of which, thur is zhimin last day.... and i took leave..... heh dun know wad to say when i see him... know he will say a lot of funny thing ... and i scare i cry... what the shit right....think i wun la... but i dun dare drag myself to the office... maybe i lazy too... and yea, i will stay strong... heee coz i konw he wun regret his decision there ...

one piece. fish world. mafia war

2009-10-06T10:14:00.002+08:00

damn... my life is so occupied with facebook and anime...

Oct... plant shut down... keep on sleeping in the lab... sleep for like so many hours... and yet i feel so tire... cant even pull myself out for a jog...

Holiday ... arr i do nid a break...

working Life...

2009-09-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

i talk to song and xiao di in msn earlier for around one hours man!!! hahhaa.... so happy.. my best supervisor ever....

Frankly speaking i do miss National Starch alot... especially the people there like song and cheng luang... i dun need alot of frens to survive hahaha.... maybe money do matters, but what can you ask for when you get to travel, and have good colleagues for work... i do regret sometimes.. if not for leaving i wouldn't learn to appreciate what i have.

its a blessing in disguise x_X Just like the advertisement suggests, hear only the good thing.... see the good thing in your work... life isn't so bad afteralll wah hahhahahaa

Buzy weekend -__-""

2009-09-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

mood: complicated , happy or uneasy not sure tooo feel that im too slack le... if i never work ot... BUt when im too free i dun know wad to do... wad a troublesome life...

its great to be busy... keep you more occupied and you wun think too much hahhaa....

12 sept... ah yong birthday... bt he so poor thing .. have been enlisted the day before his birthday... NONETHELESS... Happy birthday little bro...
In the evening, WEnt to comex with yy in search of psp... hopefully it willbe more interesting when travelling to work... Later that night, went to this blujaz cafe at bugis to celebrate ah yan birthday~~ slack around, chit chat and have dinner... fun~~ as we grow up, we enjoy the mingle session more than shopping.... maybe we are all too busy to update each other of our well being.. and wad can be a better time than gathering... Happy birthday yan yan...

13 sept.. which is today... woke up quite late at around 12pm. been waking up at such hours since last year.. not a very good sign... think my body still haven adjust back to the normal hours. haiz >,< met up with eric haha he happen to be in snegkang... at least gt a company to accompany me to khatib before i travel to bukit batok .. super far... 1 stop further than Jurong east.. peng!! saw NinA Baby boy, vince noah... cool name...he is 6 days old. I dun dare to carry so small... very kawaii ne... manage to take a few picture with him.. no wonder they say being a mum is not easy...

14 sept... OT... shit i got phobia doing DS,, coz results still fluctuating... sianz 1/2... end up switching with rashid... so that i not so stress doing DS... way to go xr... hopefully can drag myself go jog in the evening tomorrow... i really nid one haha

September daze....

2009-09-13T01:10:00.003+08:00

september is a good month for gathering ~~

Finally get to meet up with my busy fren, ah zhang.... after months of waiting it supposed to be a simple dinner... But who knows, just after 2 hours plus of walking, we were out of bugis street... hand full of plastic bags.. haha to be exact, 3 bags each~~ shiok man... after budgeting for so long.... i can't wait to go bangkok !!! confirm bring back a full luggage of clothes.. loot of the day: a nice pair of short, a dress and a jumper ... wee wee....

so many mahjong session this month...

i even held one at my place with melvin, shawn and zhimin ... with ah yong cooking pasta for the whole lot of us.. just realises that gather require effort haha... and its a big effort to accomodate to all the 3 shifts... i have so much fun man... its like its not about winning~~ its about doing something u like... and thinking whether the other party want the tile before u throw them... thrill and luck AND many use of law of attraction... kk.... i love mahjong

hahha

my first ERT (emergency response team) session

Quite last min i would say. Thought the whole thing will be cancelled because it suddenly rain !!! Have much fun seeing the chemical team (Reno and zhimin) putting on the chemical suit... they look like astronaut with their green suits... my role....first aider haha did not do much to help. commences my first CPR... forgotten some steps ... if this thing happens in actual life, i guess i be very panick

my first R21 movie... Bruno

it not porn !!! a show that talk about civil issue like same sex marriage. Quite interesting i would say... when you are looking at the issue in another perpective. THe people involved dun even know that they are film for this movie... and this is quite unusual... Thanks to reno for the movie treat =) so happy.... and to zhimin for accompanying me to wait for night rider... so touched ~~

Overall spend quite alot this month but also play alot... heh im bored of working... its time to commit to some sports and learn something...

lady luck is smiling at me

2009-09-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Omg... i simply luv mahjong... so thrilling heh heh won 26 bucks... =) happy man... strike toto too... share with colleagues and the 7 of us strike 90 bucks. so lucky...

guess i been doing too much overtimes... and im starting to hate my job... this isn't good...
hmm will try my best not to hate it...

hope sept past slower.... =( starting to miss zhimin and sebast le... haiz

Lazy Lazy im feelin' so LAZY

2009-08-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Enough of emphasing the lazy mood... which is wad im feelin right now.

sianz... zhimin says i chiong too much OT le.. hence lazy to go work.. maybe hor... hmmm actualli i took 2 days off this week, to rest and relax and chill wah haha .. But end up thur, maybe gt fire drill, once againi gian the Emergency incentive, i cancel my leave... arrr i just give in to temptation just like that... hmm and i begin to wonder, if theres more OT coming up, guess i still will drag myself to work... a bit hopeless...but well, u know... SHucks.. got a feelin the drill will be cancelled tml.. STRONG feeling lor.. begin to regret my choice... ~~

Nothing much happen around me. Probably i been workin too much, even to the extent that im lazy to go out~
Been sleeping like nobody business lately, too tire?? or simply lazy to think whats next?? the more i sleep, the more tire i feel... haiz... must set time limit on slping if not i be slping my life away... LOl

N & B Soya Bean

2009-08-08T01:57:00.002+08:00

Happen to browse thru yy's blog, saw this vid on children of life... feel very touched and inspired by them... went on to youtube to watch the other parts... i like the part where they can stand up and even give up the rafting for their fellow classmate... "these are things that even adults cannot do" I simply love this line. Often i heard ppl say, we cannot even take care of ourself, take care of yourself before you take care of others... relevant a not i dun know... but one thing for sure, the environment that one is brought up will affect them greatly... i believe that they will grow up to be strong kids...

Yesterday while talking to hew and shawn, realise that they actualli do housework... like washing the clothes and etc... cool man... and by my xin xu laughter, they drew a very accurate conclusion that i dun do much housework... so today i went to vacuum the house... haha to make myself feel less guilty sia... its a stupid thought... but its does make me feel better =)

today went to zhonghua there to eat N & B...its time to pamper myself for doing so much job... happy happy happy... i reached 10 mins earlier ~~ will try to maintain this nice record... wah haha N &B is nice... find it better than selegie dou hua... should have a gathering at there sometimes... My intention is to have the super nice TOm Yam Ee mian for dinner ~~~ BUt think today quite suay, the store not open ...haha surprisingly, N&B branch was opened there... so we eat N&B for dinner.... Not very filling ~~ But i like the soya drink.. Thick enough.... SHUANG !!!

Oh yar NIght safari gt one for one again.... i want to go... BU SI XIN... i will jio again haha...

AFter that mahjong session at my place =) with mama and di and neighbour... lost 3 bucks ... >.<"" heee

OT a.g.a.i.n

2009-08-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

U again??? this is the comment i receive when i work overtime at Team D.. yeap its me again...I have been seeing them like 3 times le out of 14 days... consider quite a lot le... I love working OT in team D ... In fact i love working in their team more... more relaxing i would say and today i raech home at 9PM... from jurong island to sneg kang... took only 1 HOUR !! thanks to hew... who drop me at yishun... and according to eric, 965 is really that fast

heh i pang seh yy again.. so sorry coz i gian the OT money .__.""

feeling so tire but happy...

job interview @ Givaudan

2009-08-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

Givaudan pronounce as jee- vo- dawn... not sure its french or german... but its a fragrance company doing consumer products...initially quite gian becoz of the fragrance stuffs... the manager ask me what is my job expectation... surprising, i can't give him a definite answer... coz i dun know about it myself ba....

When i entered Kuraray, I entered with a mind to earn money... but in Givaudan, i dun know what is the key factor that attract me to the company... maybe i slack xi guan le... and was turn off at the job scope... or maybe lab job is not my cup of tea... well... walk one step, see one step ba...

Its the first time, i think that i dun put so much emphasis on money le... and also i realises how slack i have become... XR... do something!! so scary... since started shift, im like slping whenever i can.. even im amazed by the rate i slping... i getting more and more lazy...

LOl... lazy to blog too... wah haha...

here to start kickstart the missing blog entry...

i work 7 days straight... just to chiong OT.. i must be out of my mind... at the forth and fifth day... my head is heavy... arrr... i make some mistakes during the testing~~ and the fieldman needs to resample for me... so sorry.... next time treat u all... and its like 2 days straight... how smart.... no more 7 days works... i will die of exhaustion...

haha and i did something stupid... got good got bad.. im happy that i did it anyway... haha im being stupid now...

next up, steamboat at maggie's house... long time nv eat steamboat le.. happy... got alot of cheesy stuff... luv the cheese sausage the most =) so gian to but to JI to toast... luv the feeling of gathering together... very comfortable ba... oh yar luv the mask that xiao xian gives us... kawaii ne...

went to eat ambush... nice dinner... nice talk nice walk... overall its a nice outing ~~

shopping spree with gla... fun and fruitful... gt a pair of nice shoe for interview.. my feet covered with plaster but... i still like the shoe... haha this is girls ba...saw a very cute purple top... will continue to act cute while i can ooops...haha oh yar have desert with henry and wenbin aka brandon... gla dun be shocked another brandon in our life... happy coz henry say my complexion improves le.. no more hidding at hm liao...

overall, have a great time... work hard play hard... this is it man... >.< ""
ciaoz...

sweet memories..

2009-06-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

woah... happen to pack my room... saw lots of letters and stuffs.. some are sweet and there are also stuffs that make me so gan dong... hmmm maybe its how u see and appreciate things along the way... if we can turn back time, i would definitely take more initiative to do more things... well people always say its not late to start now... =)

maybe start with the housework first lol... there always room for improvement...

hmm thinking of it, I have a great month in June...

can't help falling in luv...

2009-06-18T23:51:00.001+08:00

Watching too much drama make me feel like falling in luv tooo.... especially Boys over Flowers... so romantic...

im 23

2009-06-18T01:39:00.002+08:00

23... a number that sound so old... but i really that touched this birthday... on and off feel like im 21 again.. because of the celebration.. 2nd time that i celebrated on Jurong Island.. my first time.. during 6 weeks training in CPTC... so qiao right..

was telling zhiming that i intend to buy durian cake to the office.. coz i wnat to eat... end up kena shoot, " where got birthday ger buy own cake de??"" end up, i give up haha... But they surprise me with a chocolate cake on sunday... arr very touched... liek what gla says, no expectation den jiu no hope... very very happy... will ask siva sent me the pics..

my durian cake wish is fulfiled by yy... yay~~~ u can imagine how happy im seeing the durian cake... haf been eyeing on it since sok leng birthday haha... =) ps: the passion fruit smell like ribena.. i like ... i smell so sweet.. heeee can attract many bees le... =)

oh yar... finally get to open ah gla pressie... its strawberry lotion and shower gel.. so sweet of her...

and NOT Forgetting the shock i get from facebook... so many unexpected birthday wishes.... thanks so much for all the effort... YOU make my day =)

Thanks all...

. aston .the indulgez. and finally Billy bombers

2009-06-13T01:48:00.003+08:00

the very creamy cheese cake =P

Ben and Jerry ice cream...

in fact im really very touched and happy today... wad more to expect, cakes ice creams chocolates.. all my favs... and i have them all in one day... xin fu =P

firstly, never expect a birthday celebration ... coz 21 is liek long over le... lol thanks gla for taking all the troubles to organise for me. Thanks maggie, yan yan and ah teck for making the effort to come down.. im like so gan dong... seriously i dun expect the pressiez.. i going to finish all the chocolates... ;p see me put on weight this month...

Though we never get to eat in aston and indulgez... we ate in billy bombers.. it was like years since i last eat there.. its much better than what i think... maybe its becoz of the accompany... lol..

my birthday wish is to save more money... jia you...

Slack Day

2009-06-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

Went slacking with yy at compass point.... Do nothing much, except walk around and eat... Feel great... at time i wonder, if next time i never work shift, will i be able to endure a 5 days work... i doubt... maybe im a born slacker

" You can't control others, but you can control yourself..." Have been complaining too much at work le.. Its time to keep my mouth shut le lol.. Like what fong has say, he can be very fun outside, but when it comes to work, he is always quiet. Workplace is about politics ba, as time passes, i begin to see more and more. Learn how to work smart tooo.. Guess its really important!! Should kan kai more...

Taking things for granted x x i do

2009-05-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

these few weeks, been busy. Not just work but catching up with frens too... koyak, ah zhang and heidi ~~~ and i have this question throw back at me, " how come its always me who ask you out??" having hear this, im feelin guilty man... i kept quiet, dun know wad to reply -_-"" alright i bo xin...

earlier on, went to UBIN with ah zhang and frens. Have lot of fun =P and suntan !! Think i not that white le.. Took lots of photos.. thanks steven for contributing many crazy ideas to the photo taking session -- its rocks..

Met sebest for beancurd session... this is when i actually realise that i been taking things for granted. hmmm tt when i realise that i assume alot of stuffs that i think guys should do. ANd only realises that its usually my assumption and not their obligation.... hmm u not tat bad after all... =P

time to do some reflection.

Mixed feeling

2009-05-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

WONDER wad tomorrow will be like..... hopefully it be a happy day =)
signal 252 here i come...

sleepless night

2009-04-18T06:30:00.003+08:00

omg .. i can't sleep.. my eyes are wide open NOW.. typing this blog....

Just finished a game of mahjong with rayn, adeline and their fren and i forget his name... oh wells.. heh heh the culprit goes to the cup of coffee which i had earlier.. and like gla says caffine overdosed??? coffee + milo = more caffine?? fortunately i workin nite shift tomorrow..

i want to slp!! no more coffee for me next time...

Happy day

2009-04-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

yay today its not another gamer day for me.. been staying at home and playing computer games during my off day.. if this goes on... i really becum ah zai le..

went out to meet ah gla for dinner at amk hub.. have yu pian tang for dinner .. and im still not full.. think the night shift have increase my appetite... omg i haf this bet with melvin that i wun increased my weight half a yr later... must exercise... have a good time catching up and by the way i dun mind to treat u another liang teh.... must study hard ya.. BONDING is good man...

It always feel so gd bridging up the gap with fren whom u seldom keep in contact.. the feeling is great... thanks for being so honest and making things less weird.. overall its a happy day for me... though im slacking the whole day.. jia you...

等下一个天亮

2009-04-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

Was listening to this song... and this is when i feel like blogging....

Long time never blog le... reason being...

有些故事不必说给每个人听

(There are problems tat you need to solve by yourself. When u overcome that, every other problem will become smaller and this is how a person learn isn't it....)

In actual fact, 1. im lazy
2. computer spoil le..

Reason im blogging... my new computer arrived le.. heh heh i got the samsung LCD monitor tat i gian for very long, plus a acer cpu.. and now im glue to my new computer... got big big screen for me to play game wah haha... must be more discipline to do stuffs.. lol

Very happy at work, though my colleagues everytime disturb me.. heh heh tat the fun part right... lol though i try to be very dao and mean to them.. But i very surprise that the end of the day, they still offer me foood and bid me good bye lol.. though we are from different shift... thanks guys... In fact i looking forward to work ot, think i got more frens in the other shifts.... ooopss......

Stunt!!! Found out tat shi ming works in Jurong island too.. and he offer to drive me to work !! This means i need not wake up at 5am for morning shift!! BUTTT.... our shift crash!! lol so when he working, i off.. here goes my transport...

Payday coming..... so happy...

first day of w.o.r.k

2009-03-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

hmmm boss tell me alot of stuffs about him... which are also the answers that i have been searching for all along... the funny part is that he know nuts about chemical engineering and he dun like chemistry at all.. yet he is fated to work in lab... sounds so familiar... laboratory not my ideal choice of work and yet i got the good deals in this line.. National Starch and Chemical and Kuraray... all very good companies with good benefits.. "whatever it is, just do your best" haha this is what he told me.. " thanks boss"

guess during the interview, i give him the impression that im into safety... and somehow i feel that he preparing me for that.. and i feel so guilty if i let him knw tt i want to take up a commerce degree.. hmmm actually i feel lost also... taking the commerce degree is like an alternative to chemical engineering degree... didn't know wad i can do after that... but well... just start and see wad will happen... heh heh everything happens for a reason =)

overall its a good day... and guess im completely bribed by the benefits...

Left 4, Dead

2009-02-24T16:26:00.002+08:00

Been playing lan for 5 straight hours yesterday. im addicted with Left 4, Dead --> to the extent : i dream that i was in the mapped playing. xr as zoey, lol and been chased by tankers omg... my head is so heavy, its like no rest at all.. no more lan for me.

Circle Line (CCL)

2009-02-22T17:30:00.003+08:00

Cool ~~ looking forward to the new circle line.. in this way, going to jurong island will not be a hassle le.

"The Circle Line (CCL) which is set to fully complete from 2010 onwards, will cut travelling time and allow commuters to bypass busy interchanges like City Hall and Raffles Place."

Does this mean that it will be completed in 2010?? praying hard...

farewell...

2009-02-12T14:36:00.003+08:00

xian yuan flying off to Australia tonight...

Not sure which state he flying to, newscastle if im not wrong.. but what i will know for sure, i will miss him. After you fly, there will be one less person to listen to my 心事, throwing me with advises. see ya at the end of the year. i will work hard, 真的 =)

一路顺风

Café del Mar

2009-02-09T15:01:00.003+08:00

The once in a lifetime outing with my mama ...

Love the ambience at Cafe del MaR, its so cool having a party by the beach - a nice place to RC (relax and chill though its abit ex)

The Café del Mar, sunset cafe bar, releases compilation albums with tracks selected by the bar's own DJs. A bar can have its own records, and frankly speaking, im quite amazed by it.

overall, have a great time

taking photos

enjoying the scenary

HCL Gathering

2009-02-08T01:33:00.003+08:00

This is a once in a year gathering. Initially there is some hesitation of attending the dinner. Reasons being:

1. Dongxu is giving us a BIG treat: sakura buffet.. so tempting
2. Gla, Yan and xiao xian not going
3. ah zhang MIGHT be attending

Thanks to yy tan, I was pursuaded to be there. Thanks dude, if not for you, i will be left alone. Would say, it was fruitful gathering- good bonding session and good food.

Peach Garden
OMG!! i simply luv the shark fin soup and the roasted duck, juicy!!
As a desert lover, the desert is so so nice ~~ bird nest soup coupled with coconut- favoured jelly, my fav dish of the day ~~

Bonding
How time flies.. we knew each other for 10 YEARS and we never change much. (except for yy tan, u aged lol, quick use sunblock~~ There are some surprises along the way. Surprise to see mei siang. Its been years since we last met. She haven change much, still the same, as straight forward as before. I was touched when you approached me from behind, engaging small talk with me. seriously, i appreciate that =)

Second shock, saw kenneth after 8 years. ANd he ended up in chomp pang camp. The coincident part is that he know jes. The world is really that small. I realises something. Guys can really eat. He have already eaten his dinner before he came. And he finished what we have left for him. stunt me.

Naturally the conversation revolves around the type of work we are doing now. There is only 2 rxn.

1. just run thru the job scope briefly
2. Talking abt the job enthusiatically

Haha i belong to the first group of people. There nothing really much to talk about my job = no interest right Lol... conclusion: do wad u like to do and u enjoy wad u are doing

overall, its a great gathering. see ya next yr

Pleasant surprises

2009-01-21T04:06:00.002+08:00

It is amazing how you can always make a person's day, simply by the words you said.
Was talking very casually to a friend online and didn't expect him to blog it out..
I was so stunt. I read it with a smile across my face.

I was talking to someone recently online and she told me that, she enjoys coming to my blog. seriously, i’m utterly shocked and was like WAH! SERIOUS?! hahahx…
she said that she likes the way on how “real” i was in blogging on the events that happen around me and that i don’t really paint the lovely, dovey, perfect, no problem issues of my life. and i am very liberal with the usage of my vulgarities.. =D lol……..
anyway, thanks for those comments, lady…

Thanks dude. You make my day '')

Someone said, you are responsible for every words that you said out of your mouth. And I truely agreed.

CNY Hamper

2009-01-21T02:35:00.003+08:00

" Xiang Rui, Open your door!!"

And... I saw Rayn and Adeline standing at my doorstep..

with this hamper

Oh man i was so so touched. First time i received a hamper from a friend, especially after a quarrel. Thanks for holding back on me. Thanks for everything. Thanks Rayn.

HAPPY Chinese New Year Guys

Looking forward to...

31 January - Koyak Gathering

7/ 8 Feb - Higher Chinese Gathering

PS: Hope nothing crashes , Going to x my fingers '')

defination of f.R.i.e.N.ship

2009-01-16T17:07:00.003+08:00

What is the definition of frenship?

Friendship a word that can be either be light or heavy.
It can be so light, like hi- bye frens, where u nid not carry out any responsibilities. But then again, do u really treat these people as your friends?

Life isn't about pleasing people right, how can you just make things right? By speaking what they really wanna hear? or by throwing them the harsh words even if its your way of concern? someone once told me that the harshest words are always from people who are most concern about you and every word they say is because they believe you will understand.

Hmm but how many of us could actually gulped down the harsh words. Your self- defenciveness will get ahead of you before you calm down and digest every words. Never give discount to people around you coz you never know when you needed them.

Heh life is all about self- exploration, sound familiar huh? so what have you found out about yourself? if you need more time to cool down, give yourself the time to think through. Before you ever say out anything and regretting what you have said.

jia you xr

2009-01-07T17:47:00.001+08:00

money is the root of all problems. it let you see the true faces of many people.

Either make it or not, see this time le.

hmmm overspend again

2009-01-03T04:51:00.002+08:00

hmmmm

i overspend for this month again...
How to survive on 300 bucks??

Glad that im 15 mins earlier today =)

memorable 2008

2009-01-01T02:01:00.006+08:00

me . gla. yy tan

+ xiao xian and yan

my super cute cousin, lina

ps: see our shadows

me with teh botol

Henry and brandon says,
"huh u never drink teh botol before, and you stiill say u been to Indonesia?"

Cherrie, my cousin baby ger .. kawaii ne

Started off my 31 December 2008 at Batam... To prevent further memory loss, i think i better write something down.

And from there rush down to attend maggie's birthday and once again, im LATE! So sorry maggie. I overslept. Went to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe at cineleisure~ Spend some great time there " bonding" together. Yuan Yang is nice but i prefer my milk tea. wah haha .. Maggie, glad that you have fun!!

Saw many people today~ so Qiao.. heh heh started off with wee jin and bao en.. called them and feel kinda weird.. dun know wad to say, think we are all to shocked le.. the shockest part is that i actually can pong dao zhang lao there? My law of attraction too strong le.. Dreamt of you on mon and you appear out of nowhere today.. what's next?? While walking towards somerset MRT, saw Yong Cheng... and even met ah dei, Fadzli with one of my poly mate ( shit forget her name le) when watching fireworks in Raffles Place.. heh heh 6 peoples in a day.. so scary guess i miss u all too much le =) Lastly must give yy a credit for helping me to bring the super heavy lap top home. xin ku le.. thanks so so much....

Heh heh after that proceeded to Boon howe's place for steamboat. Boon's house is really damn big la, like dao ming si house. The amazing part is, he have a little fountain in his bedroom. His bedroom is very nicely decorated with all the leafy stuffs, very westernised and cozy.. nice nice..

Even the steamboat is nicely served with SIA plates with lettuce decorated around it.. Really very yong xin man.. Thanks boon.. So happy to see him attached.. finally get to sit down and talk to everyone. People present are: Boon and gf, Fanny and fren Mel. jian wen. Lu kai. azmi. daniel. wendaline and joanna and me and gla. Thanks so much man gla, lucky u are ard, if nt i also dun know wad to say..

Should say, the day end with a wonderful full stop. So glad that i went with ah gla and her family, uncle and auntie to watch the fireworks. The spot that we stood is really damn good la. Clear view and the fireworks is like 100 m infront of us only !! SO BIG and NICE, seem like raining fireworks. so cool..

LASTly... my new year RESOLUTIONS are:

1. as promise to gla, i be out 15 mins earlier

2. as promise to yan, FORGET zhang lao.

Thanks so much for the advise man, its help.

Hope it works too=)

3. as promise to myself, stay happy

2009 here i comes...

H.o.L.I.d.AY moood

2008-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

oh no i still in the holiday mood... feel like nua-in at home and doing nothing.. omg~~

Been out for almost a whole week, playing and slacking and gambling... mahjong mahjong and more mahjong =_-"" but well been trying hard to control it.. now not so gian of mahjong le.. Have so much fun at mr yuan jie house.. hmm not yan house... oh yar mr yuan jie is a shuai ge lol...heh heh "sold" him a can of green tea for 38 bucks~~ ex right!! will return him 2 cartons one day when i earn the money.. its a promise k... can't wait to go to your house again on new year.. His house is damn cool man, with secret compartments in his room.And surprisingly, guys do have a lot of clothes too.. heh heh i sound like gossiping..End of the day the advise i received is NOT to find a bf in the company if not all my life will be of company matter den i will be NO life le.. according to him, after achieving the 5Cs other dreams will be like not so far off le.. heh heh

Read something on " The secret" on letting go of the past. If you keep hanging on to the past, the problem of the past will resurface, so its better to think of what kind of future you will like to have. Just like if you are afraid of break up, break up will happen. Its law of attraction!! And undeniably we are using it every moment, when we are thinking, its working.. lol

hopefully everyone is having a great christmas and a happy coming new year...

Christmas

2008-12-21T23:10:00.003+08:00

Thanks GLA for the xmas pressie.. it do brings bac memory.. longs for the carefree days where all we do is just sit at the beach, watching the sea. hmm i will fork out more time in our frenship de =) and yes, i love the blue flower ear ring.. its really a very sweet christmas gift =)

This is from maggie... Thanks for all the advises u given me along the way.. when i grow up, i luv receiving cards more than pressie.. guess its more meaningful =)

Lastly, this pack of mentos, 9 piece tutti frutti.. is by xiao xian~~ long time no see le..

haha the funny thing is we celebrated advanced christmas on dong zhi where we are suppose to eat dang yuan... just love gathering !! think i too long any join le ...

blogs

2008-12-20T04:48:00.002+08:00

some thoughts race thru my mind when im reading my frens blogs.

why do ppl read blog....
isit because they have nothing better to do?
or just purely because other ppl's blog is interesting?
or simply to know what is going on around ur frens..

i guess its a lill of all the above. wah haha.. anyway as time goes blog reading becomes a habit, getting to know ur frens better and without getting lost in ur own world..

命中注定我爱你

2008-12-12T05:03:00.002+08:00

been watching too much drama.. love is in the air...feel like falling in love wah haha.... just kidding but the show is really sweet.. should go and watch it..

if u really put in the heart to understand a person, you can really know the person well.. the same goes to how much you wanna change yourself.. put in your heart and im sure you can do it..

memories

2008-11-20T03:25:00.002+08:00

Looking back 2008 is coming to an end soon. Everything flows so fats this year. Time waits for no one, and its up to u to determine who you want to be. I can feel your concern and im happy to receive it. Thanks a million and hopefully 2009 will be a great year for all.

Closer by Inoue Joe

2008-11-10T23:34:00.004+08:00

A song from NARUTO SHIPPUDEN

Translation of the lyrics

You gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

Explain to me this happiness
That you just got to experience
Or maybe you are so blessed
That you can’t even remember
That you stand here now
That you live and breathe

They are just all little miracles
Just by themselves

You gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

And I’ll never take it for granted
It’s fine to say, “Never give up”
And keep “Chasing your dreams”

But the more time you spend talking big
The less you get done

I’ll press that handful of courage against my heart
And with its help, survive another day
And I’ll never take it for granted

Let’s go

Have you ever make promises that you never fulfil?

Have you ever say stuffs that you wish you never say?

Looking back, my answer is YES to the above questions. Till today, i still have my regrets.

Very often, we say stuffs without much thoughts. Promises too, are make on impulse especially in a relationship.

The tone, the way you phase your words, can impact a person mood drastically. You can make a person day or dampen his day just by a SMS. Words may seem small to you but it may means the world to the party listening. Without realising, you may hurt someone instead. Be wary and responsible of every word that you speak, it reflects on you! Often saying sorry won't change anything. The clock won't tick backwards.

i learn. not to make promises that i can't keep.

i try. not to be stubborn with my own thinking.

i wish. i have no more regrets in life.

i will. be responsible to my life and everything that i say.

live life to the fullest.

My weekend.

2008-11-05T02:51:00.006+08:00

My make-over photo. Think she trimmed my eye brow too.

Attended a make up seminar by sean douglas on sunday. Wow. Its the first time i have my make up done by professionals and in front of a group of people. Feeling so shy -_-"" wah haha but im so pleased with the results. At the same time honoured too. Sean douglas is a very high profile guy. Has helped 星光2帮 and even Tomorrow to do their make up.

Learn some interesting stuffs. The hair in between the brows must be properly clear and brush properly. For guys, you won't feel so troubled.

My photogenic buddy, Rayn.

we are at Egypt

Took these random photos at the MRT stop at cityhall. Look like some kind kuku tourists. Lol! Went to TP earlier. I love TP man, love the my student life there. And more importantly miss all my favorite food. Wish that i have a bigger stomach and how i wish i can settle all my meals there. Missed the fried rice from biz school. The crazy me almost wanted to buy and keep it for my dinner. Cabonara speg is sold out. Super sad.

Posts of nobody

2008-11-03T01:54:00.004+08:00

knowing that sometime you are feelings down a bit... so have two of my very own posts dedicated to you (Rei chan)... Hope that it helps a bit after you reading it..

http://devilcp.blogspot.com/2008/11/success-is-just-like-dream-uncertain.html
http://devilcp.blogspot.com/2008/11/when-there-is-problem-there-is-solution.html

Least that I can do for you as I do care.....

from a nobody.

Piano Dreamz

Lee Hom Concert

2008-11-02T01:30:00.009+08:00

MUSIC MAN CONCERT

Before the concert start...

舞台

preparing for the concert.. blowing up the white ballooon thingy. Glad that we are not late!!

Wow... 11 nov 2008.. Musicman. Lee Hom concert. The concert itself is damn awesome.. It started up with an illustration of a musicman, sort of like comic hero. The very first song that he sings make me feel that the tickets is worthwhile. no more heartache.. It really that cool.

Every single detail in the concert is carefully planned. The fireworks, the lightings and everythings make the concert more than a concert. When he sings 爱错, he becomes my next idol le. Love these 3 songs that he sang during the concert, 爱错安全感 and What's Wrong With Me. We are damn high. The hype never end! You can see two crazy girls, on their feet dancing along with the music. The fun part is we managed to hype up the whole section T35 stand on their feet and enjoy the concert. haha we are like motivators.. super fun!!

Desire

2008-11-01T03:46:00.004+08:00

To live for what you do. Sounds so right but how many of us can do that? If you live for what you do, no matters what happen, you will follow through till the very end, till you achieve the thing you want.

Desire = a sense of longing or hoping

Is desire really a must for one to be successful?

Been pondering over this question after a short conversation with yuan yu. Thanks for the call, thanks for the concern. Well to start it off, my desire is not as strong as you think. I dun need to be super rich, with all the 5 C.. Like most gers, all i want is a simple life, without any worries for money and can shop whenever i want =) i love shopping!!

However having a stronger desire will allows one to grow, and break thru' any obstacles. You will be amazed by their determination and the never say die attitude. Whatever it is, live every moment to the fullest. Hopefully with no regrets.

Looking forward to Lee Hom concert tomorrow. Must remember bring concert tickets. This is important.

Patient

2008-10-30T04:13:00.004+08:00

gonna lost my patient damn soon... couldn't stand it when i hear guys complaining about small lil stuffs thru the other end of the phone.. shouldn't they be more mature? or my world is changing so much that i dun haf the time and energy to care about my frens? i not really that 善良, to be there whenever you wanna find me. Im a human i got my own problems and stress. i wish you be independent soon. or maybe just leave me alone for these few days.

stop complaining that im unfair. if u think so do something about it, check out your attitude. don't force me to throw my temper on you. im pissed.

everyone is after results. im stressed too. but what can i do? don't add on to my stress.
what can i do to make anyone happy? or i simply don't wish to care.
suddenly there is like tons of stuffs poppin up for me to handle. im tire.
things gonna be worst if i see u, i know. but still, i wish you are there, even for a lil while.

NDO coming to an end.
Deadline of 1-2-2-8 approaching.
So many things to do, so little time.
im stressed. so stressed.

Dim sum outing with koyaks...

2008-10-27T15:33:00.006+08:00

Late night Ktv session..Mr alvin and Mr dongxu are great singers... cannot see their faces clearly =( have a great time

The long awaited dimsum buffet at dragon gate which we have been harping on for the past one year. trying to recovered from the late sleep. i slept only 4 hours.. pandon me for yawning !! lol im really that full. skipped my lunch and have a late dinner that day. Thanks gla for all the contact lens solution samples.

some nice shots taken at vivo city.. finally have sometime to bond together.

it feel so good to have a bonding session with my old frens.

nowaday, everyone is so busy with their works or schoolwork,

it feels great when all of us put aside sometime to update each others.

no longer want to be indulged in my own world. feeling empty.

its always good to plan ahead, living each day with a purpose.

trying my best to face you though i know its nid time.

hopefully when the time comes, i be different.

Good Servicing

2008-10-23T03:38:00.008+08:00

Mood: Happy =)

A pic of me taken while waiting for the LRT to come. alright i am 自恋, i admit.

Back to the topic, I am really impressed by the service provided by Bioskin.
Received a Complimentary voucher from there and decide to go for it! Stunned! Their servicing starts the moment you enter the shop. While waiting for the consultant, i am served with hot ginger tea.

The whole treatment lasts for 2 hours which is considered very long. Detailed analysis of the skin is done. Heh glad that my skin is not dehydrated. During the facial session, though i don't really know what is going on, the feeling is good!! They did pressure massaging for the shoulder when they leave the mask on. And even when the session is ending, they did a head massage on me. Gosh!! The massage is professional, just like those you did in salons.

Servicing never stops here, it goes all the way till you step out of their shop, and with the beautician opening the door for you. Its the first time that i see such a good service in a facial salon. Servicing indeeds play a great deal in sales.

I begin to think of their ginger tea. It's nice.

真是人生一大享受 !!

The very cool tea pot filled with ginger tea.
I took this shot secretly.

contradicting

2008-10-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Life is so contradicting.
knowing that i be emo after the meetup, i still went ahead.
hoping to feel less emo

Guess i won't meet u individually again le..
hated the feeling of disappointment. sadness. emo-in. i get it fully.

Finished doing my Dream Board + pressie..

2008-10-17T23:52:00.004+08:00

my 大制作

Been doing these two boards for the past one week.
I feel so proud of myself!

梦想板

The present i make..

Long long time never put in so much effort. After the seeing the end product, i 舍不得 pass zhang lao the pressie.. Hope he will like it!!

Something big happens today. From a 帅哥, 打听到the drunken uncle fall and hurt himself and was unconcious before my bus 88 arrived at the scene. The kpo me just went forward and ask for his handphone to call his home. I was shocked that i was actually so calm. Think too much of PSC le. Heh after the ambulance arrived, i even thought of following the uncle to hospital. Sounds crazy...

Yup at least i did something good today.

My Name....

2008-10-16T02:29:00.003+08:00

The hidden meaning behind my name... XIANG RUI

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people.
You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

Hmm up to 75% accuracy !! Test it out
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

How well does Edwin knows about Karei.

2008-10-16T01:08:00.001+08:00

She live in her little own world...A simple gal, trying her best to brave the world, to learn from mistakes, to let go of the unnecessaries and to hold on to those priceless ones.

Post from Edwin@DevilCp

Picasa

2008-10-15T05:35:00.006+08:00

ST ..

some fantasic places from Tasmania.. so nice..

My beloved Koyaks....

Introduced by Adeline to use picasa to make some collage. nice and easy to use program. Still trying to figure out how to make the photos nicer. cool cool... anyway started to miss ST and koyaks le.. hope to catch up with them soon...

人生

2008-10-15T02:36:00.007+08:00

Strange thing is i never realise that i been taking myself so seriously till i saw this. I afraid of making mistakes and makin my life perfect. hmmm there no such thing as 完美. Guess im content with what i have.

Don't give up on yourself

Earth rotates and life goes on...

This is so true. If you don't want to change your thinkin, no matter what others do, you won't feel happy. 要天天开心

Just be yourself !! People like you for who you are ! 我就是我, watashi wa 向瑞 desu.

"我想信我就是我我相信明天" Most importantly, believe in yourself !

I believe that this is the starting point of happiness. There is nothing for u to be unhappy to begin with !!

Out of so many quotes, this is the one that caught my attention.

Problems are part of growing up. I hope. I grow.

The first thing that crosses my mind is the courage to dream.
To think of stuffs that i once thought are impossible. hmm..

Difference between Dreams and Daydream

Dream = Think and Act Daydream = Think only

Life isn't fair. Well, 这是人生

Life is short, and its up to you to make yourself =) Cheers..

My new blog

2008-10-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

Yay.. i have a new cool blog... Thanks edwin for helping me to customise it! so happy !!

its Time for me to blog again... wah haha

Will be doing a presentation later on.. =_= "
stressed
Hopefully the whole presentation will be a good one.
My mind is so blank !!
scared.. gosh guess i will haf sweaty palms later on..
Jia You.

DevilCp Bakades Production

2008-10-12T03:41:00.000+08:00

Well trying to make the process funny in a sense.. XD

The finish product!

Redesigning of blog layout

2008-10-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

Blog under maintainence by DevilCp. More things shall be addon soon, so stay tune.

woo nice pictures, nice supper, nice outtings

2008-09-26T00:04:00.009+08:00

long long time never blog le.. all these are not done by me.. heh but cool right !!

getting more and more lazy le

ooops i am late again but still manage to catch up with ST .. had a great time at Tampines Mall fish and co... their fish and co style of birthday song is damn cool man.. forget to take some photos with them.. heh i like robin mazda 2.. so comfy... got car zhen hao!! finally received my belated birthay present from zhang lao!! super happy.. hope the cactus wun die =P

had a great night yesterday with my xiao di and his group of frens..

play mahjong, eat supper and even went to seletar reservoir to enjoy the night scenaries..

nice although we get lost when exiting the place..

feel so young with them heh doing all those ridiculous acts, like roleplaying jacky chan movies. running and attempting to board a moving red vehicle.. its CRAZY!!

good attempt from wei cheng.. initial D style of driving..

i so glad i am alive -_-v

mahjong addicts

2008-09-21T10:01:00.001+08:00

wah haha been so into mahjong tat i feel so tire.. mahjong is fun

stop taking everything for granted

2008-08-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

What is xin fu?

xin fu= health + wealth + love

Met two very shan liang friends today.. Realise that there are actually many people out there fighting for their dreams. Learnt not to take things for granted le, even health wise..

hmm wo xue guai le..

Sense of urgency

2008-08-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

hmm feel a growing sense of urgency purging inside me.. met someone, 29 this year who is still lost about his future.. guess ppl hate it when they see a reflection of themselves. And from him, i saw a reflection of myself, swear that i am nt goin to be like that when i am 29.

wake up your idea. dun slack.

Light

2008-07-31T02:13:00.002+08:00

From someone i respected, eric. I am really touched.

"Clouds cannot cover all the light from the sun, no matter how heavy they are.
Positive is not always covered.
you always see light before you see clouds
Nobody likes to look at clouds, they look at the sun, moon or stars
Coz they are the light
I hope you be someone's star or moon"

At times, we have our up and downs, and i really hope there is this day that i can really light up someone life. I tend to run away from problems, without actually focusing on the solutions. No longer want to run, wanna face the reality.

Plan for the good days ahead =)

People shows their care and concern in various ways. Look more on the brighter sides and everything will be brighten up.

Glad

2008-07-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

i just glad that i know you guys from JAH ... for once not regretting the choice i made.. thanks for all the encouragement and to pei wo go thru all the feng feng yu yu...
promise myself not to give up half way =) wo hui gai bian zi ji de.

Conversation with God.

2008-07-29T02:33:00.003+08:00

Saw this on my a friend's post. funny + meaningful~~ always look things on the positive side...

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time.
Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction.. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me'. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear.. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Plaza Singapura and Bugis

2008-07-25T03:00:00.005+08:00

Cute sok leng with the super shuai jin cheng wu~~

Was just complaining that it been a long time that i watched the last movie, and law of attraction works. I watched two movies this week both at PS.

Watched The dark knight with adeline, jeff and rayn on monday. Nice..

Up next will be the most anticipated Red Cliff. Me and sok occupy the whole second row, will be getting the tics earlier next time. Lucky still got tickets left for us. Predicted name for Part II should be The Battle at Red Cliff: Ci bi zhi zhan wah haha..

Awaited outing with Jia Lun and kel

Bugis : At mos burger posing~~

After a long two months time, finally met up with jia lun and kel yong.. had our dinner at mos burger.. expensive ~~ a set cost around 7 plus le.. maybe i too long never went there le. After dinner went arcade and play some balls throwing game. had fun!! look forward to the next outing..

This is the first time that i realise that no matter what i do, my parents are always behind me without fail. Feel so loved and touched. I will not give up de.

Determined

2008-07-20T02:20:00.005+08:00

Begin to see the same old me again. Filled with excuses. Late for the third time this week-_-"" hmm actually feel very guilty that i was late for ah gla birthday, somemore late for the second time for his week le. have our dinner at cafe cartel, cream macoroni not bad, but got garlic taste. i dun like. after that have a KTV session at Joo Seng KTV. =) have fun. long time nv see koyak le. coming next, yy and eileen birthday.

will try my utmost best not to be late again. First goal after PSC, i will not be late again! i can do it !

saw yy tan blog, and here i am, determined to have a more positive blog, no more doing things half heartedly le. no more indulging in self pity.

July 2009 -Koyak oversea trip. Hong Kong transits to Taiwan. Exciting!
must start planning le. hopefully can save enough money.

13 July 2008- marks the new beginning

2008-07-14T03:33:00.002+08:00

风筝的线断了...
风筝自由了
我笑了

For my whole life, there is not much thing for me to be proud off except for my PSLE results because I really put in the effort to work. But at this very moment, I am so proud of myself from graduating from PSC. And i never realise that success is especially sweet when you put in 100% of the effort and see the results. Really appreciate ah zhang and sok leng for attending my graduation!! chao gan dong~

Reach home le, ran to my mama and hug her. I couldn't stop myself from telling her that," mama wo hao ai ni". When is the last time you sit down and have a talk with you mother? Tell her you love her too. Live everyday like its the last day. Looking back, i regretted the life that i am having. I been too absorbed in my own world that i never ever take a step back and look at my family. What am i doing?

Waiting does not get you anywhere. Believe in yourself and seize every given opportunity. Once its gone, you can never bring it back.

stop and think

2008-06-27T12:31:00.002+08:00

occasionally, stop and look back. reflect and do something about it.

I realise that i have been doin nothing so far. omg.
thanks ai leng for reminding me. that time really flies. and hopefully things will get better.
Start planning my next move le. Lol all my EV frenz left the stupid company le. Most interesting part, that boss tell the client that my fren went on a 2 years vocation -__-". si yao mian zi wah haha. heh guess this gonna by my last entry on the stupid company.

"things alway happen for a reason, and the way things happen will always benefit me"

mare thought of giving up

2008-06-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

all along, feel very afraid when people place high hopes on me.

Fear = false evidence appearing real

scare of letting them down, and once i realise it, i choose to give up. =)
not the right way to do thing. not determined enough. i know. and its up to me to change.

recently i have been too absorbed in doing my own stuffs, that basically, neglected the feeling of the people around me. stress is what everyone faces and its up to you how you want to handle them. what seems to be xin fu to me, could be stress for others. all along contented with the feeling of having people to take care of me, and this explains why i like to hun with people older than me. until recently then i feel the urgency to be more independent to take care of myself and my family. heee maybe i grow up le??

talk to sok on msn last night, and realise that what she says is so so true. its so xin fu to have a group of buddy around you, sharing all your joy and unhappiness. =) i glad that i have a group of close friends with me too. Frends Forever

stress

2008-06-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

STRESS is something that everyone faces every now and then.

This period of time have been indulging in my own life, that i have neglected my friends. Too busy to even chat on the phone. bad bad... i been simplifing my thinking on a lot of stuffs,

simply happy

2008-06-15T02:24:00.002+08:00

now blogging at rivervale mac waiting for the MALAYSiA taxi uncle to fetch us to KL air port. Another half an hour to go -__-"'

this time round the blur me remember to bring along my specs and hopefully, my contact lens too wah haha lazy to check my luggage again. coincidently all the koyak girls will be out of Singapore. still waiting patiently for the koyak gang to go on a holiday...
RENDANG ? cheap and nice

will be travelling to 4 places this time. stop over at KL to take the flight. Heading straight to macau. Wanna see how this place look like. Chuan shuo zhong de du cheng. Asean one !!BUt i am not gambling....

touched. earlier on mama pass me a hong bao for my birthday. guess she wanted to give me some allowance to spend oversea ba. trying my best not to touch the money. its a zhu fu!!
thanks so much mama....

although no celebration s held today, i still feel vey happy.
Received a sms from didi. =) shocked, something that is out of my mind.
------------- love this year birthday =) simple yet unforgettable ------------

Thanks to all who sent me all the birthday wishes =)

surprises

2008-06-14T07:47:00.002+08:00

Was shocked when Rayn and Adeline appear with a tiramisu cake out of no where. Peng celebrating my birthday on friday the 13th. but i appreciate that alot. Never really expect them to celebrate my birthday. Trying to blow out the stupid candles from behind the table.

Well, i give up and play cheat. Anyway, i completed my task and this is what counts right.

Another surprise i got. Having a long lost friend calling me and wishing me happy birthday when the clock strike 12am. Heh i am bathing! and I miss this important call. called back and have a good chat though. This is the best birthday present i ever have.

End up too excited to sleep so never really slept well. =S

Well then. Looking forward to the rest of my day.

The power of appreciation

2008-06-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

Wah haha...
learn something from my friend that by appreciating whatever small little things that your partner has done, it makes the relationship stronger. so sweet right.

most of the time we miss the opportunity of expressing our appreciation of the other party. being regreting but things will be better. cheers.

happen to come across some past photos which bring back tons of memories. i can do it de. so i see you in october =)

a pleasant birthday surprise

2008-06-02T09:52:00.002+08:00

hmmm due to the late night sleep, i have to drag myself up today. Feeling a bit shag but still I wanna meet koyak. so long never see le.

have a good breakfast at swenson! ahha first time to have breakfast there, feel so happy. never really talk much yin wei too shag le.. but have a great laugh =) mostly because of sok leng and yy tan. Funny took an enlarge yy tan photo.

the moment i came back from toilet i am present with a gift from the whole of koyak. haha sok has out me out for shopping and i have actually try the gift myself. Love it man. Can see the super clear effects. its a mascara =) its golden in colour wah haha....

feel very bad that i have to leave half way. once again broken my promise BUT at least we having a great time. must go organise an outing before sok and maggie leave for taiwan.

Thanks Koyak!!

change is the only constant in this universe

2008-05-31T11:28:00.002+08:00

I changed.

I knew it and I could feel it.

You won't know whether the change is good or bad till you see the ultimate results.

Don't wish to see anyone hurt or upset because of me. Don't let my problem be part of you. I happy that you cares. If you are hurt, I rather you are kept in the dark. I am happy when you are happy so please don't ever be sad because of me. Its not what i want to see.

Now i finally understand how you feel, you only want me to be happy =)
i will be happy de.

The Secret

2008-05-29T10:23:00.002+08:00

Finished watching The Secret.

The show is astonishing, and from there you will realise that anything that you want you will be given. Unbelivable right.

Highlight of the show is the part on the Law of Attraction. The way you things affect what you attract. I wanted to go to Hong Kong so badly that I even went to library to borrow Hong Kong Travel Guide. And without any plan, I am back from Hong Kong.

Law of Attraction
1. Ask
2. Visualise
3. Received
It's as simple as that.

If there is a chance, go watch the show online. You definitely see another aspect of life. Count on gratitude and more importantly, stay positive =)

Other places

2008-05-28T18:09:00.003+08:00

Dun remember what is this place called. But its famous with

the golden flower.

Sampan rides along river near Aberdeen. Their river is not like

Singapore River, there are yatch, and even Jambo River Restaurant.

Jimei Clubhouse. Chio. Heard they say can see stars here.

Xing Guang Da Dao. Battery no batt le sob

Never take photos of the shou zhang.

The Peak, Hong Kong Most Popular Attraction

2008-05-28T16:11:00.012+08:00

View of The Peak

The Peak Lookout Restaurant. served as a worksite during construction

of The Peak Tramline, a private and public sedan chair shelter in 1901.

Transformed into famous restaurant in 1947.

Vintage tram is Hong Kong Tourism Board Visitor Centre. Cool !

Proceed on to
Madame Tussauds

Highlight of the trip is

take photo with Jay Chou ~~

Well known physican Albert Einstein with his mass energy equivalence,
E= mc2

Rayn with Gu Ju Ji

Little Mozart

Look ! Picaso

omg!! yao ming is tall !

yang qian hua. she will giggle when you say,

" ni hao leng (cantanese)"

Lee Xiao Long

Hi I am James. James Bond

Hwa Zai. I look so short. Shuai dai le.

Eh i dun know who is he. but just take.

Pak Yong Har??

Beckham. Reminds me of maggie.

If not wrong, should be yang zi qiong

Zhang Guo Rong

history lesson with hilter.

对你爱爱爱不完

Hong Kong Trip

2008-05-28T15:46:00.005+08:00

At terminal 3, waiting patiently for my flight to arrived @6am.

Time now mid night. Excited !!

The 3 guys: Rayn. Renting. oops forget his name le.

My kaki for the trip. Note: My sleeping kaki is a girl. Pauline

Hong Kong Airport. Look like terminal 3.

tomato soup. wanna take all the photos end up busy eating =_=

Rayn and me. On a coach. Shag.

Pergarang, Malaysia

2008-05-19T21:11:00.003+08:00

Thanks to De Wei, I have fun during the stay in Pergarang.

Took a bumer boat from Changi Village. Super long queue because the next day is a holiday. But the strange thing is De Wei they all actually have ways to cut queue. Initiately feel kinda weird following his family members on a holiday short trip.

Greatful that he did not mind me being the light bulb. feel so xin fu that i still have a lot of great friends around me. I feel so much better le. zhen de. Saw how close his family is and unevitably i envy him. Haha. Saw how much he has changed over the past one year. From somene who knows nuts on computer and English to someone who is proficient in them. He has really work hard. He got two super cute cousins. One call didi, gentle boy who smiles at everyone. Love him to bits. Hearing the dream of going oxford university from the mouth of a 11 year old kid is a shock to me. Dream can really keep a person perservere to the very end.

Back to Pergarang, we went to ostrich farm. Saw hundreds of them from one day old small ostrich to a few years old one. The ostrich egg looks like dinosaur egg. Big enough for ten people to have their meal on. More importantly, its low in cholesterol. If i am not wrong, ratio of egg white to egg yolk is 1 :3. =) Inside the farm, there is also this polished chicken, aka huai dan. The moment you call huai dan, the chicken will 裝死. Learn a very powerful lesson of not trying to be funny. Monkey is really a brillant creature. De wei and his cousin try to kick sand into the caged monkey. Silently the little monkey reach his hand out of the cage to grab sand. He try to throw the sand at us. Cannot imagine right! Smart monkey.

Lucky for us, the pasam malam is open for us. Shopping spree. There is always pasam malam on the 4th and 18th on every month. The pasam malam is a very big one. One whole stretch of stalls. Love their pancakes super nice.

Wash my hair there and cut my fringe. Now i have short fringe -_-". All for 12 RM. Cheap sia. Wash plus massage last around 1/2 hour. Content.

But then again. I am super down on my luck. Play what will lose what. Imagine I play in between from 3 to K. I can get out of the range you know. End up lose all my malaysia RM. But not much. Have a great deal of fun.

Deep down, thanks so much De wei.

Facts of Life

2008-05-17T11:53:00.002+08:00

Advise from Song Xian Shen...

"Actually, I believed that our lives are defined by moments. Moments when things happen, good or bad, you will discover for yourself, what you stand for and what you stand against.
When you moved from one company to another company, you will learn loh. hahaahhahh not every boss is as good as us leh, hahah just joking lah. Don't be too close to your colleagues in the beginning and don't treat everyone as your friend. Work is still work. Once you crossed that line, its harder to come back. Its not that you shouldn't be yourself, you could probably be just 50% of yourself first. If you enjoy the work but have disgusting boss and environment, Im sure you won't work long there either. I read that Happiness at work is defined by 3 things. First is 'Passion', second is 'Skills and competencies', that is are you learning something you like, that makes you happy and fulfilled' and third is 'economic viability' means salary the intersection of these three things will give you happiness at work. So even if you like your job but money is bad, you won't be happy OR salary and bosses environment are good but you don't like what you are doing (maybe when you are working with us), you won't be happy also so you need to find out what makes you tick. But im very very sure, money is not everything. Of course the salary cannot be too low lah. "

heh actually i got terminated by my boss from EV. Experience a lot of stuffs, the other side of human beings. a very dark side which I never experience in my previous job. If there is a chance, i will vote this as the worst working environment. BUT i glad i have the courage not to sign the contract. imagine workin in a workplace where people eavedrop wad u are talking and telling all that to the boss. the boss will then tao the words out of you. I dread going to work. should have heeded gla advise in the first place. and now i know why the turnover rate of the company is high.not being smart enough, i confronted my boss straight in the face telling him that he is lying. i did not know that he was angry until the very next day. learn how to protect myself more. not wasting my 2.5 months in the company though. i learn something that can last me for a lifetime. a verbal consent is no diff with in black and white. No more contract job in the future of my working life.

gan dong that song xian sheng never give up on me, sending me the above offline message. i see truth in them. the working world is not as good as i thought. sadly, i still haven grow much. will work harder next time de.

in need of direction

2008-05-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

in only 2 months time i realise that i actually went thru a lot a lot.... haha been stressing that i wanna grow up and ah ha i landed in this company... in a way i asked for it and maybe god really give u wadever u ask..

saw how my boss do business.. saw for myself how they marked up the price.. how they earn money thru every transaction... saw how my colleague got terminated just like tat (no ren qing no nothing) up till a point of time, i dun even know whether i should believe my boss and even my colleague... xiao li chang dao.. maybe this is the real working life ... couldn't take it le but still had the urge to see how far can i go... 2 months le cannot just stop like that right.. -_-" but i feel like giving up le..

learn a very important lesson of giving people chances.. give myself one last chance to c how thing goes... cannot give up so easily... must jia you...

Highlight of today is free ticket to watch ironman. I am damn happy lor.. so long nv get free freebies le... wah hahaits a must watch show.. frankly speaking i wun mind watchin twice.. the action and the design of the mobile suit kept my eyes on the screen at all times. i am really impressed by the whole show.. =)

zhao dao le

2008-05-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

空气里躲着什么有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么好象变得很不同
站在你身边这一切都很宽阔
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看着天空
心里面藏着什么你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦也就是你的梦
纸条上写了什么我好想要听你说
让字字句句充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看着天空
永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花是我们的拥有
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手是最简单的梦

shag from work

2008-04-26T17:18:00.003+08:00

Had been going more often than before and I ended up shagged.From work and from outting.
Tired!

Glad that I managed to come up with a plot before the boss came in. Haha a bit related to my background on Occupational Safety and Health. What a coincident right. Hope we managed to get the tender done. So happy that boss is actually so pleased with my performance. Getting prepared to negotiate pay with my boss le. Probation period over liao. Shun bian ask for cash for my handphone bill since i haven got my sim card. Like that my pay will be 1.58 k le. Think i will feel more worth well. Hee plus my commission, and I be a rich kid for this month. Before submitting the tender must have a good talk with my boss.

I have muster all my courage to sms my boss see whether he gt Mayday Concert tickets?? Lesson No 2. Ask and you never know what you will received.

Though I don't like my office, but I know I managed to learn something. So if boss agreed to the above terms, think I can really stay on for a year.

Meet up with valerie again yesterday. Went orchard, to eat sakae sushi. Guess I been eating too much sushi and junk food this month. Feel like getting heavier le. Really. The funny thing is that both of us actually queue up for an hour to eat sushi without any complaint. We were too free ba. Seeking her advise regarding work stuffs. Been pestering my boss about tenders. Chase till I also tire liao. Feel like ah ma. Learn from her to give an absolute timeline. =) Hopefully things will be better.

Long time never meet up with the rest of Koyak le. Esp maggie and Xiao xian. Its like super long. Tell xiao xian to organise a badminton outing. Lets play badminton someday, and i be able to shed some loose fats. 0.1 % fat wah haha.

my weekly diary

2008-04-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

Have been working hard on the Health Promotion Board proposal for the past week, and I come across this recipe of a mango salsa sushi. Immediate, I begin to drool and without hesitation i sms yy to go compasspoint to eat sushi. Look so tempting right !

Here the ingredient...

Ingredients
6 sheets of nori
3 cups sumeshi
1 medium avocado
1 medium mango
1 small red onion
precooked shrimp
cilantro

Cooking Directions
Cook sushi rice.
Cut the avocados in half, discarding the pit.
Cut off the hard skin and discard.
Slice the avocados into very thin (but still thick enough so they don’t tear when you put them on your sushi) slices.
Remove the skin from the mangos.
Slice the mangos into very thin slices, similar to how you sliced the avocado.
Cut the red onion into slices.
Using shrimp, red onion and cilantro as your fillings, roll the sushi inside-out.
Place alternating thin strips of avocado and mango across the top of the roll, and squeeze them into the roll with the rolling mat so they stick.
Serve with wasabi, shoyu, and ginger (if desired). Enjoy!

** secret recipe **

After the sushi treat, me and yy went to ah gla house. Realise long time never go le. The wu gui has grown so big le. I dun even dare to lift it. Oops.. Thanks gla for the chao hao chi de chocolate. =) happy

Valerie tells me that in order to improve English, I must start off by writing proper English. I been working hard on this in the past one month. Poor Joel, Iman and Ai Leng have editing my email and proposal. Having been figuring hard over my priorities in life, and all i can think of is money. What a miserable life ! Must re- establish my priorities once more. Thanks for not giving up on me and me too will not give up de.

Went for a hair cut in far east. Decide not to go again because of the service. The director seems so unwilling to serve me, keep on pushing me to the other hair stylist. And this is because I am paying the student price. I still look like a student -_-V A hair cut really made a great different. It will make you feel so much better and so motivated.

" Everything's in the mind. That's where it all starts. Knowing what you want is the first step towards getting it." - Mae West

A different propective

2008-04-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

5 April 2008
celebrated nicole's birthday at waraku... happy birthday nic ! hope u like the present.. not sure if i brought the correct one... met zhang lao... hee jing zhang + awdward but still glad =) gt to see him.. though i begin to emo at night... glad all went well .. no crying, nothing.. happy managed to mumble a few words to him and his brother ...

7 April 2008
meet valerie.. almost could not recognise her.. think too long never see her le.. 2 yrs ++ le.. grabbed her before she went abroad.. did not really do a deep research in the university course and can see myself junping in course that is cheap and can do anything in the future..too lazy le..seriously have a feeling that i be doing anything that can earn money in the future... too much concern le.. end up she did all the research for me despite having to cope with her appeal.. thanks so so much... postphone my registration and re- look into the courses once more..hope can make it in time... and hope everything goes well for her too.. just a simple meetup at amk hub mac eating dinner and talking clear most of my doubts... xiang tong duo yi dian... will miss her when she went US to study..

a little more
- effort
-determination
-hardwork
-responsibilty
-happiness

really goes a long way

"the day you see me i be a better me, no more taking you for granted =) "
stay focus and look forward to the day

stay happy

bad attitude

2008-03-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm feel really bad... making a lot of ppl worry for me.. have been struggling with the work an study issue since few years back...and now this issue still remains unresolve... had a really great time on sat went singing ktv with shawn, Kc, yan n gla... long time nv meet them le.. n i know shawn didi de intention is to make me less sad... touched.. maybe when i xiang tong everything i be happier.. i will try to stay happy n positive... =)

end of the day, money still poses a big problem.. and tats y i couldn't put in all my heart in my work... hee so must do a good job before i quit... can no longer slack ard like tat..

Give Up

2008-03-27T22:35:00.005+08:00

"Give Up" these two words keep on floating in my head.

should i just give up like that.. feeling so sad once more... dun really feel like a Diploma graduate when i am still receiving my fresh graduate pay... unlike the previous jobs, i dun have any sense of job security over here..maybe because of the pay ba... scare of going back to where i started... counting the every cent i have and making that i have enough to spend for the rest of the month.. this few weeks, been asking myself "do i really want all these?".. the perks of seeing stars, the joy of seeing various events

i am really afraid... every step is taken with such caution that i don't even know whether i doing the correct stuffs, having to struggle finacially all over again ... xiang study.. study together with the rest of koyaks... so actually dun really care wad i want to study as long as i get the degree.. guess wad i really want is the degree pay ba...

i dun wan to give up and i dun wan to end up getting wounded all over... tire of coming up with all sorts of excuses to psycho myself..

but i dun wan to end.....
this is life isn't it...

Enlightenment by a 88 nian xiao di

2008-03-24T22:48:00.003+08:00

the sad thing about this job is that i cannot treat the people here like how i treat my frens in NSC... happy de shi receive sms from them asking how am i doin... feelin very an wei and i really miss them... In there I am really myself, can be the small little girl " hey- yo-in" around the office... no need to care about xing xiang n everything .. n more importantly i know that they treat me with zhen xin.. hmmm I LOVE NSC wah haha

somehow in this place, i feel so ge ge bu lu.. trying my best to be composed and not look like a little kid...well its the route that i have chosen so must bear the consequences ... wanna see a very calm me... no matter what happens i will still face with cOnfident.. shh that my ultimate motive in Essential...

oh ya talking about the xiao di.. " you never know until you try... you wun regret when you try" haha the same words that i used to push myself is actually repeated by him... shocked me... but somehow when another person said the same stuffs, you feel much secured and somehow I have more confident in what i am doing...

Thanks Joel... haha think you never know what you say will mean so much ba

After the talk with zhong bao bao, being to feel so much more motivated... everyone has to face their problems and i am ready to go.. chIOng ar...

Second Event -Oosh

2008-03-23T16:06:00.002+08:00

Finally finish the event @ oosh... never really help much but i saw Jamie Yeo she look like Jolin Tsai ! Thin thin de with big eyes... learnt a few DJ tricks from the Oosh Uncle, Rahim. My role for that day is simply to screen the few minutes launch of Sony Ericsson z 770i mobile, a cool web phone... Also discovered the big secret.. Why all of us have a Sony Ericsson Mobile phone.. coz other brands of phone cannt be used for the occasion...

Forget to take a photo with Jamie... sianz... must wait for the next time... must psycho my boss to invite Bryan Wong as the emcee.. yin wei I like him wah haha..

Finished my proposal

2008-03-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

yay... finally finished my proposal... preparing to go to sleep le... hee being to luv my job le... but feelin a bit bad coz cannt think of anything during the meeting earlier... Hope my boss is impress with the edited proposal.. will go and read thru the pro proposal.. man goin to work more on this... counting down to wed oosh.. tell boss i want to tag along??

Oosh Restaurant

2008-03-13T22:15:00.006+08:00

Well working on the timeline for thurday event, i discover....

Interestings stuffs from Oosh

Serving an eclectic mix of Western-European dishes, the food it offers is as unique as its name.

read on..

Honey, we need to talk .....

BREAK UP

The line - ‘I think it’s time we start seeing other people.’
Translation ‘You’re a bad kisser.’
The place When you’re ready to cool things off, the -15 degree Celsius surroundings of Bar CoCoon should help set the mood. The frozen vodka shots ($15 each) will no doubt enable you with dumper’s Dutch courage and dull the dumpee’s pain.
How it could all go Pete Tong She could choose that night to go bra-less and the sight of her ‘headlights’ might make you think twice. Also, ice is slippery when wet, so make sure there’s no shoving.

The line - ‘I love you, but I’m not in love with you.’
Translation ‘You don’t complete me.’
The place Oosh’s green surroundings, tucked away trellises and total lack of service ensure you’ll have the adequate privacy to deliver the bad news. Utilise the clueless wait-staff as convenient whipping boys and the thick foliage for camouflage, should you require a quick getaway. Word to the wise: tip the valet beforehand to keep your engine running.

How it could all go Pete Tong The bad service may just rob you of any patience to call things off and the two of you could rekindle the fire by bonding over shared ire.
The line - ‘I’m seeing someone else…’
Translation ‘I’m a bastard/bitch.’ The place Yes, you are a jerk, but don’t have to be when you’re already twisting the knife into his or her broken heart.
The dark surroundings of Attica Too will help make his or her mortified face less visible (and ease your shame), and the up-for-anything crowd means it would be all too easy for your ex to find an immediate replacement for your sorry ass.
How it could all go Pete Tong Hmm… a look around at the random hook-ups in the corner (and everywhere else) may put you off the notion of dating again. Also, the joke may end up being on you if your ex goes home with some stunning model or suave banker. Ouch.

The line - ‘It’s not you, it’s me.’
Translation ‘We have zero chemistry.’ The place Having no spark doesn’t mean you can’t have fun together; it just means you might not be making out any time soon. Still, it’s a blow to the ego, so let the other one down easy by delivering the ‘You need directions to my G-spot’ speech in the loud, raucous environs of The Pump Room. The loud music and jam-packed space also means you might not need to say much to get your message across.
How it could all go Pete Tong The fun atmosphere and speedy arrival of decently strong drinks might see you two in a compromising position by the end of the night.

MAKE UP

The line - ‘I want to see you exclusively.’ Translation ‘Will you be my boyfriend/ girlfriend?’
The place The unpretentious Indian restaurant-cum-bar, The Mango Tree, is perfect for that casual discussion of taking things to the next stage. The Indian link also hints at a Bollywood romance waiting to happen, and the seaside location means you can both go for a moonlit stroll on the boardwalk afterward.
How it could all go Pete Tong Those with delicate stomachs may not do so well with the curry-and-beer combo. You might not get to accomplish your goal if your precious suddenly has to rush home to do an emergency number two. Oh, and there’s also that tricky issue of flatulence.

The line - ‘You’re very special to me.’
Translation ‘I’m sorry I forgot our anniversary.’
The place il Lido Lounge Bar is privy to a panoramic view of the South China Sea. Combine a stunning sunset with 1-for-1 bubbly deals, and you’ve got poetry in motion.
How it could all go Pete Tong Beautiful surroundings are also ideal places for epiphanies. You have to be certain that your partner is on the same page as you, or the ultra-romantic setting may induce a panic attack, and fi nd you shipwrecked.

The line - ‘Shall we meet for drinks after work?’
Translation ‘I want to date you, but I’m too shy!’
The place Tucked away on Boon Tat Street, Hyacinth is the newest watering hole to sprout up in the CBD area. Decorated in calm, Zen-like white and green hues, it is the perfect setting for the all-important (and always awkward) first not-adate date. There’s also a menu of light nibbles to go along with the booze, so you don’t accidentally get sloshed and make an arse of yourself.
How it could all go Pete Tong If there is chemistry between the two of you, a first date-date is almost assured. If there isn’t a spark, you’re likely to go from cosy-to-claustrophobic in less time than you can say, ‘Cheque, please!’

by Charlene Fang

should i let it go??

2008-03-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

Sounds so tempting.. having someone proposed to train up you to write up professional proposal and doing up graphic designs for the presentation.. training me to take up accounts, LG and OCBC.. so cool right something I aim to do for... i am tempted! so tempted that i almost say yes to everything...

but the cons are 7 days annual leave, 14 days mc... these are all the benefits.. my ot even have to split to (50 : 50) 1.5hr ot pay :time off... i hear le jiu feel very wei qu... maybe that is the pros of working in a MNC >.< yesh.. going to find a MNC company to work for! think if i work also cannot work long ba... so afraid t go back to the first poor me..

went for my first coordinating event yesterday 12-03-08 at the Marriot Hotel.. HSBC insurance night...event started at 600pm but we were there at 1pm.. preparing all the logistics and stuffs.. exciting! saw my tp chem eng senior also... and Abageil suppose to be spelled like tat?? she even wanted to treat me eat!! =p so happy... but very shag!end up reach home at 0030am...

ACS Independent Concert

2008-03-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

Finally get to watch my death note.... thanks kel gege ... haha really enjoy myself coz i dying to watch the show... ended up catching the very last train home... scary... in my mind keep on calculating the taxi fare -_-"" can't deny that its a very good show.. shock too.. movie ticket cost 10 bucks during weekend... in the future must go malaysia watch movie.. song xian sheng say it cost $ 3.50 !! What a great diff

So happy to have an accompany to watch charity concert ' Wish Upon a Star' with me at ACS Independent... hmm the concert quite nice like super band plus its super entertaining ... except that they were much younger... the last part ended up with dance from High School Musical... overall had a fun night...

tomorrow going interview again... so scare of getting rejected again! the bigger we are, the more worries we have???

Juno

2008-02-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

had much fun with maggie and yy... think its the first time i stepped inside vivo GV..successfully psycho maggie and yy not to watch JUMPER... haha practically the jump here and there show... nt zhi piao jia~~ watched juno instead... heh looking forward to watch Death Note - L change the world... find it quite interesting maybe because of the unusual story line....

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this sixteen year old girl (hopefully nv remember wrongly) , Juno MacGuff facing with an unplanned pregnancy... Love the way the writer twisted the storyline by finding smeone to adopt the child instead of the usual abortion, abandon the child or family helping to raise the child.... more importantly, love the positive side of the story... no matters wad ppl see you, just continue to do what you think is right for you... look at the brighter side , n u be happier...

Excuses

2008-02-24T15:43:00.001+08:00

Dun feel like working jiu resign (-_-)''
Resign le you dun fel like finding job....
hence = hopeless....

Edison,he leaving the show buzz..

2008-02-22T08:08:00.005+08:00

I find it a pity that he leaving Hong Kong show buzz for good.... kinda feel sad for him... throughout the whole scandal thingy, think he the one who is hurt the most (and also the related girls) he the one who causes the hurt to the people who once means a lot to him... what could hurt more than this?? news that causes a marriage to be on the rocks... news that can break up a sweet couple that is going to get married.. think news like that will cause him to breakdown... to a certain extend, admire his courage to standup and face the public.. its a good start, though wad done cannot be undone, hope time can heal him...

It even set me thinking, if he is not a public figure, and all the ladies involve were just some pin ming bai xing, will the matter get so out of hand?? definitely not ba, he never post the photos, so all the blames shouldn't be placed on him alone... just find it so ironic that the person who loads the photos up never really get the blame...

Its a weird weird world...

Dinner and Dance in Meritius Mandarin (15 Feb'08)

2008-02-21T07:52:00.003+08:00

Gambling!!! with chips... before the actual Dinner starts...

My table Lo Hei ... my 4th lo Hei .. Huat ar....

Entering the most 'DoWn- to- Earth'' Contest
so glad i never win
Use my mum's skirt and self altered!! hopefully never
looks weird...

see the crowd we dancing....

heee added in some photos... so i never forget the fun

I have in National Starch & Chemicals... discovered a lot of my

photos... work or fun?? I have both =p

sianz of everything

2008-02-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

suddenly feels that money doesn't weigh so much anymore... be it degree holder or diploma holder, it doesn't mean so much to me like before le... maybe i found something that is even more important?? wells , thats life doesn't it.. u gain something and you lose something... If life is a bed of roses, you will never find another side of you which could be a better you ...

Read gla's blog earlier and i couldn't agree more to wad she say, we will only become sad when we lost the thing we treasured... hope her aunt gets better soon....

maybe planning wad to do everyday will helps to occupy time and make you think lesser... hope i be less dependent on you..